Dear Diary..

well, first post of the year! HAPPY NEW YEAR! x) it's been like days i last blog. well, 2007 is finally here and there goes the 2006 and we are formally the ex-GReans. well, i'm not happy cos seriously, i miss those days!

greenridge, eversince i'm in sec1.. it became an important place in my heart. i never used to be proud to be a greenridgeans, but now i'm. in sec1, i got into endless problems, couselling and headaces to ppl like mr chui and mr koh. teachers cant handle me, and i felt like this whole school are like against me. but then i have a very good class, 1E3. u ppl might not be able to read wad i wrote here, or some of you might never know how grateful i'm to have you ppl in my life.

in 1E3, i know wad unity all about. [beyond all boundaries] tht our calss motto. hmm, i have great time with ppl like elaine, shaun, patrick, saiful, joachim, khai, siying, amal, nysa, rai, joshua, bo hao, joseph, jurrel. and alot more. they taught me life and how to be happy. i rmb those days of paining and painting of banners, which is really cool. i rmb the turtle and the fork which me and shuan insist of having it. i miss all those days in school. and we are in the 3rd floor by then. life is just great.

promoted to 2E3, ppl left and no new comers, the class shrink. but then, u ppl still gave me this chance to play as a leader. and well, i manage to bring the class closer and i cant really rmb wad our class motto is for sec2. but then, i know it's great. den, follow b the gathering in sentosa.. wahhahas.. it just so wonderful. knowing it's our last chances to be together and we will be separated in sec3. the art lesson by mr lee sc is greaat. the biting of joseph hand. haha.. and the mdm radia of calling us vain? hahhaha.. so cute. and ppl.. I LOVE YOU ALL!

den to 3E3, it might be the worst year in GR, as the chairman, i seldom do much stuff for u all. i'm like so uhm lousy? but then u ppl insist of giving me this chance. the art fest 2nd year and the 4oth anniversaary. and stuff. i enjoy so much. i get to know mr koh better and mr lee sc as my daddy. i love all of them so much. the class grew more matured and be more understanding. dne ot the cambodia trip where bring all the 3 classess closer or even the own classmates. the 10days in cambodia is just GREAT! and i enjoy just so much in life lah. i know ppl and ppl shld compromise one another. i learn to treasure and appreciate my school and actually cambodia trip creat the sense of belonging in me towards GR. i realised i'm treated like one of the family members, in fact, everyone are treated like their family members. and the teachers just top tip one too.

den to 4E3, changes and lots of changes in life. i began to treasure and know the word, FATE. which brought all of us together. having uncle as my emath teacher is a pleasure thing too. having him as my godpa and stuff, i hearts him lots. and also my class grew more and more united. the co-hord became closer towards the end of fighting olevel. the singing in class. the torturing we undergo with mr koh. the fighting and snatching session with the teachers. the tons of math we have been doing. and so much, and now.. we finally grew and have this sense for the school. i'll always be back to GR if they need me. i'm ready to serivce to the school. they change me from an ah lian to a leader which can lead now. i really aprreciate tht. the deep friendship we have for one another, the teacher-students relationship just rawks. i love my school. and now i'm proud to tell everyone, i never regret being a greenridgean and i love gr. even though we might just be a neighbourhood school, which no one knows, but at least we have top quality teachers and they mange to create this sense of belonging in all of us or shld i say most of us. and this sense of belonging is more impt that acadamic results, whereby other top students might not even have for their school, but we have for GR. last time, we complained we dun like the school but then now we know, GR is our second home. the time and memories we have in this wonderful places is which money cant be brought. GRS, the quality school! =)

well, all have past, and a new year start. i wanna live this year more fruitful and by doing more charity for others. well, i'm ready to be back to cabodia to serve the less fortunates. x) that's life, you never know when something you nv tot of doing might strike you. haha.. and i'm the alumni members, i already plan to participate in the mega funfair. ahaha.. to help to raise money for the school for the younger generations. omg, sound old. well, uncle will have anew batch waiting for him, i have much more things to do now, and also he will never forget me! i dun care! you promise.


uncle, this whole year being with you is just great. no matter how much i say, i know deep in your heart, you already know i appreciate you alot. and so, let's wait for actions! i will show you by actions. i dun care how long you and me might live to, but then, i swear i will spent your every brithday with you. i choose to believe you. cos you really rawks my life. just like the E3! sarang haeyo! x)

well, happy new year to all. i miss all my ida, preena, rai, nysa, amal.. and my jie-mei team! 4E3, teachers and GR! the passion for it! saiful, i miss you lots too. and most imptly, MDM HO KEE SIONG! i miss ya! x) tkc ppl. cheers, and i'm sure all ex sc will be ready to be back to serve too. haha.. cos SC rawks! wahahhas..

i learn, i practise, i swear. you ppl are the only one i love. and passion, belonging. i'm forever a member in greenridge!

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;2:59 PM

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Dear Diary..

well, HAPPY 2007~ =) another new year, more new year resoultion yea!

1) to really study hard if i got the chance to study again.
2) make mroe new friends.
3) help ppl in this whole world who are in need.
4) go to aust to find rach, cambodia to find mkr and jarkarta to find ms evi.
5) hope GR will be a better place. evern though, it's really the BEST in bp area!
6) mr koh and gang will be less stress in this upcoming year.
7) peace in every places. especially in GR =)

well, there are just some wishes and thing i wanna do. and most imptly, i really wanto study hard if i got the chance again. of cos, not retaining in GR but growing in other places. x) well, it just uhm kind of regret, i didnt study hard enough to enjoy the benefits of other stuff. well, but GR taught me too much and i grow. new year is here and it's really time to look forward and get on with life yea!

hmm, went out with peeps just now. first to sentosa and to esplandae. not really a nice place yea. so crowed but i have lots of fun! well, after tht they came over to my place to talk to me. wahahas.. and play mahjong and poker cards. i won $3.50! wonderful yea! haha.. so crazy lah! currently talking to mr ong, he's my nicest firends in the sch. uncle, is just forever my uncle, who will scold and discipline me. well, but mr ong, will listen and teach me how to handle life. wahhas, i'm really fortunate, to know them so much and well.

I LOVE MYSELF! well, life is great. not dwelling in the past, i just wanto live on my own and with my dearest peers, teachers.. hmm, gtg. update next time yea. tag me! I LOVE YOU ALL!

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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Dear Diary..

alright, haven been updating regularly.. due to i'm busy. wahahas.. went back to school for sec1 orientation. it was just one word, awesome. i was back as a senior and surprise pop out and been called by the ex-cos as special guest. =) well, thanks to uncle for allowing me to be back.

first night, was great! the councillors treat me like one of them and in fact, they are really nice ppl. was there since 6pm and mr koh didnt realised i'm there. hiding among the councillors and finally, he saw me! he told mr chui, peiching is there! wahhas.. so he keep calling me the extra one and mr chui was saying he's very happy to see the non sc member back to help. i hope so. wahhahs..

so, i saw how councillors work as one and ex-cos passing down msg and the communication skill as well as the teamwork. overall, i find that in a team, ther isnt just one leader, in fact everyone is a leader. ita dun act like she's the president, which is a good thing, she allow ppl under her to be a leader and leading the team. tht really something i learn in this camp. they treat one another with respect and especially towards seniors, super duper seniors and teachers, they are really well-manner. however, there are still thing they can improve on, like closing up little gaps in the juniors and seniors but overall, i find the councillors have done a great job. andi really enjoy. thankyou! xD

well, took 1E4 for the orientation, they are just a bunch of nice kids i think. like nadia, nelson, bryan, galvin, who else.. and tht talkative guys. i miss all of you so much! well, i will be back to GR to help. hmm, the kids ask me why i'm back to help even though i'm not a sc members, and i told them the reason, cos GR is my school and i feel the need to do my part to pass on this sense of belonging to my juniors! well, they actually love the seniors company and they keep telling me they are afriad of mr koh and the SC. haha.. but i told them, they are nice ppl too! hmm, so.. they enjoy the orientation even though nelson keep complaining it's boring. haha.. but overall, they have lots of fun. especially the few girls who i'm close to. mr koh told the sec1 abt me, cos i keep scolding him lame. den he say ask peiching how lame he can be. and my E4 gang really came to ask me! and due to they call me senior, they ask me who is peiching. haha.. so cute loh they all. i love them lots.

alright, ms evi, mr koh and mr chui took really good care of me. and mr lee sc, mr seah, mr ong as well as mr hang was glad i'm back to help the orientation and they say it's kind of surprise. hmm, how can tht be. i love you ppl lots! seriously, i cant bear to leave GR so much. and watch the cambodia video, mr koh didnt tell me he is showing again. was up in the gallery with rai and ppl, cry when i think of those past, i miss it lots. and saw the CDP video and saw rach, cried again. well, wad to do. miss it rite. rai cant control too. "the family we left behind in cambodia." make lots of friends like zhong ping and linsay. they are really nice too! hey, stupid zhong ping, if you see this :" BLEAHS! you zhu tou!" i miss you all too!

hmm, grew up in this camp and told everyone i'm t he undercover and mr koh only ask me to do duty when i graduate. so thansks mr koh, he choose not to help me to adapt into the team instead he want me to know everyone by myself. i love you uncle! didnt really show the respect like councillors, cos i just get too high easily. so went on to keep hitting him, and he keep kicking my leg. like so diao loh, childish. and keep asking me dun hang ard blk 429. diao! haha.. didnt stay for ORD night, well, their super duper seniors will be back, not so nice. but i enjoy. really! thankyou ppl! x) ohhh.. somemore, is the stupid seniors, t hey are quite nice in fact, like jian hao.. haha.. hope u ppl dun mind i'm back to help yea! ;) i'll join the SC from now on. hahah.. I LOVE SC! =x

hmm, linsay and gang are cute too. farhan, xue wei, ita, changyou, mel and meneka. haha.. all are so funny. not forgetting my partner, haikal! ida's sister and nadia.. who else.. hmm, the station master with zhongping grps, the guys and ppl. well, thanks for accepting me aas one of you all. i find it uneasy at first but then, it's really cool. ohya, saifullah, i find u fierce at first, but overall, you are alright when i talk to you. thankyou! hehehe.. well, I ENJOY!

hmm, will go back to cambodia soon. wahahs.. cant wait for it. ohya, i going cambodia. i going cambodia. hahah... uncle wear the watch i brought for him on his birthday. the fossil one! uhm, like finally. *hugs* miss school and i will be passing everything down and gradauted and ppl will not know me anymore! =( mr lee sc was so darn happy when he know i'm back to relief.. but tht a lie, who wanna go. wahhas.. see how bahs. miss school so darn much. i miss mdm heng and mr jin. saw mrs chew and ms haryani. opps, is mdm haryani. aiya, one year le, i till like to cal her mdm haryani. mr ong and ms tan, hais! =( nxt dunno when is the time to see you all again.

uncle wear the watch we brought. and i saw the box on his table. =) and he always put it back when he finish wearing. so cute ah him. i miss you uncle. uncle will be the one i miss the most, cos he taught me too much stuff! woaini! hope he will not be stress next year. he's taking sec3! wonderful!

well, dunno when will be the next time i be updating. hope it gonna be soon yea. i hearts GR, teachers, SC and the sec1! wakakkas! xD

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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Dear Diary..

alright! i'm back for more updates! =) well.. life is just so err- bored at the time being. yea! christmas is coming.. but then, there's no one to really celebrate with me. but then, my big family there are having this celebration but doubt i will be going, so sian one! lols.. only exchanging present! hahaha.. i guess, i will spent with peeps or just sleep the night. ohya, heard rai say we are supposed to check in for coucillor camps on the 25th with the ex-cos, but then, i myself not a coucillor, haha.. but then, i'm going cos i wanna treat them eat mah. decided with rai wad to do already. ohya, she's always, so productive when she wan to. =x no offence, i love her! =)

well, went to town and bugis, my usual places lah.. to get present for uncle and xm. haha.. cos, i wanna return uncle the 900$ by installment, but no matter how i disturb, he refuse the money. so i got him this super cute present, which again, is something i like but not him. lols. err, he ask me to keep those money and spent wisely. even i wanted to treat him dinner, he also refuse. cos he insist, it's my hard-earn money. wlel, thankyou godpa. you rawks! =D so i brought him a xmas gift, so i wun be feeling so gulity tht my class owe him so much, and he might rmb this gift for life. ohya, even this thing cute but then i saw smth nicer after tht. a robort calculator. it so funny. haha.. i know uncle love calculator, so.. hahah.. i'm like keep spending today. and finally, the feeling of using POSB card is great. finally! next target is to get myself a credit card, but then rai and ppl say, it's using future money. oh, i miss the JIE-MEI team to bits! *hugs*

ohya, got xm this really nice present, which i myself dun really like but then i know she will like it one lah. haha.. cos tht time, when we all searching for prom night things, she love it so much, so i just brought it loh. =) hahha.. well, i might be free this whole week. wakkakas, it gonna rawks for sure. but then no money, who cares. yea! i miss my class, my school, my teachers, my friends, my jie-mei team so much. well, i haven been hearing from mr lee sc, dunno how's he in the camp. =( ohya, and mr ong, finally, he gonna be back from his japan trip. yippee! and uncle is back, but then too busy to care abt me. well, it time to be independence! buhahaha.. so cool hor? i love myself! wakakaks..

so today is really a nice shopping trip. and i really hate working lah. it just not so rawks. hahah.. ohya, and i gonna send uncle christmas present via speedpost. i give him myself, he wun be surprise, den i must heard him nag and nag again. wahahas, so until he recieve, he shld be veyr happy. and i know, i buy him smth i like and it's in orange, i wanna get a pink one but i cant find any. whahahas.. he hab alot of pink stuff from me. such as the big big strawbeery shortcake water bottle and also i cant rmb wad i gave him, it mostly in pink lah, cos i laways like pink and he hate pink. haha.. but then no choice, i dun like white too. ohya, go for the recuitment in action city. hais, pls lah.. god, i love action city nehs, pls let me work there. ohya, suddenly sms ms yong ytd, and she got a shock or smth. haha.. i guess, i might sudden call mr koh, he might go crazy too. lol.. ohya, i miss school life, damn much lah! =(

alright, i gonna go watch those show now. so nice. ohya, i miss my uncle. haha.. he's bz. heard nlevel result is not tht good this year. well, wadever, it dun concern me. =0 wahahas.. and i miss school days.. darn much lah.. hmm, checking in with rai and ppl on the 25th most prob. and will help in sec1 orientation. yea.. i wanna go eat clapot rice, uncle, faster bring me go eat lah.. i miss mr ong, mr koh, mr lee sc, WO HAO XIANG NI MEN ARHS! =( when den can i go back and see you all again?

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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Dear Diary..

alright.. =) i'm here to update again. wahahas.. so many days didnt update my blog, cos were lazy and bz working. i wanna take up more jobs, ppl, pls intro me.. lol! i got no choice, wanna go back cambodia and go aust find rach.. heh heh.. so ppl, pls.. got any lobang intro gimme ok? lol.. i now got a promotor job which only work on sat and sun. and every 730pm-1130 pm i'm working in town. so morning is consider free. i can take up one more job. wahahas.. so cool huh? i wanna work lah! rather den die at home.

alright, news for ppl in 4E3! i already decided to put our gathering on the 23th of dec which will be in sentosa, pelawan beach. and i will still send a mass email and msg to all my dear classmates! i miss you ppl so so much! okok, pls lah, reply my msg and email lah! gundu heads. wo hao xiang ni men! =)

alright, tht should be all for the gathering, i'm lazy to post as well! =) and ohya.. this fewd ays, like i say.. i'm bz lah.. looking for jobs and working currently. hmm, like wad uncle say i'm getting used to it already! *hugs*
was listening to when i suddenly think of last time the joy s and fun in class. it's so darn fun lah! ;(
i miss the noise i make..
i miss them asking me to shut up..
i miss counting down to my brithday..
i miss all those lesson which i find it a bother..
i miss been kept in AVA til 6pm..
i miss getting into trouble..
i miss those busyness in school..
i miss singing song with them..
i miss our 11 claps..
i miss the 29 of us being together with mdm ho..
most imptly, i miss the whole class..
i miss mr steven koh..
i miss mr ong..
i miss mr tan asking for PE..
i miss mr soo..
i miss mr seah..

so many i miss, but wad the use, once it gone.. it gone forever.. well, perhaps, it's really time to start something new. i really miss those days. i cant deny the fact tht i'm lazy and tired.. but then, thos stupid days in GR, it just so great. the path.. the animal farm.. the staircase.. everything. i miss all of you so much.. (",) when will we meet up? and hab those fun again?

alright, on the 8th of dec.. the JIE MEI team finally meet up.. with nysa, amal, rai, khai and me.. and also absent preena and bei.. well.. it so fun even though we meet up less than 2 hrs.. but then it so fun to be with them. ok, we were supposed to have this surprise birthday celebration for mr lee sc, daddy! but then the day b4, i keep bluff daddy say i wanna meet him to pass him his receipt. den daddy keep saying he's bz and no time for us. so ok, nvm.. on the 8th, i keep insisting of meeting him den he got really flare up and end his sentence with a "la" each. hmm, tht the first time daddy is so fierce and irritated by me.. lol..

but then, we still meet up at night. we got him a album which is a first page " HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY" den second page is the drawing of him and the JIE MEI TEAM. den third page is the combination of his picture and ours. den 4th page is 32 different languages of "I LOVE YOU" cos he's 32th this year! =) and lastly, a page of dedication to him! wahhahas.. so nice rite? and we also broguht him a birthday cake. haha.. i make for him a bottle of hearts with message in it and 8 rolls of papers with long long msg to him. haha.. miss him so much.. den still got a peice of letter to him. lol.. den we went to his hse, tot he's at home. stupid lah us!

den we walk ard the block of 420 and 421, and thanks to shawn ang sister, we manage to found his hse. but he's not at home. lols.. den we squat at the staircase there and think of ways to find him. haha.. rai called him eventually and he know i'm the mastermind lah.. but then he still dunno we wanna celebrate his birthday for him! so cute loh him.. den we passed the present to the father.. and his dad also very nice.. keep telling us thankyou andi think we scare him abit lah. haha.. so after tht we sent rai home and took LRT back home.. =) it just so great to be with them...

den went home, daddy smsed me! to tell me how touched he's lah.. haha.. so nice rite? err, he say we make meaning in his life. of cos, you are our daddy and it gonna be forever! and alot lah, this few years with him i really learn alot, play alot.. he's a nice daddy. wahahas.. but then now reservist. will come out soon yea? wo ai ni! <3HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! you are 32th year old le, so old! lols..

alright, preena went to india on the 9th. haven seen her for long time. i guess the day after we part at MRT? lol.. hmm, miss those days lah.. heh heh.. i enjoy surprising daddy than godpa. cos everytime i surprise godpa, he will be like : "oh, so touched!" or.. "u siao huh?" "when u so nice to me?" but then still i know he appreciate in his heart lah, only the way is not so direct. he keep in heart. i miss godpa too, he's in shanghai. how many more days do i left with to enjoy with them? i gonna miss such life, if i really gonna be gone. anyway, once it's gone. it's gone forever. rmb me forever in your heart. understand anot?

well, i gonna be working at night today.. cool man! lols.. not bad lah, i miss everyone... rmb, i'm afraid of thunderstorm.. I LOVE RAIN! =D

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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Dear Diary..

well, went for an interview at sentosa today. err.. we was late. so darn pai seh lah, thanks to saiful. hmm, the interview was quite nervous lah, lols. i dunno wad to talk about it too. and joyce, the HR ppl.. seem like keep giving diffcult question to my friends. but then, my is perfectly alright. for all the question she was asking. gain new experience. cool! =)

well, went to vivo city since it's near by, err.. was kind of shock i think. too big to finish and we actually lost our way. was craving for long john since we met up. hahaha.. was suppose to report at 3 but ended up at 4 and start around 5. lols. how time flies. hmm, get to know from saiful, godpa was back to spore again. guess thise morning if not ytd night he reached spore. he didnt inform me this time, perhaps, due to we are not working on anymore project together. -_-" hmm, fun to sentosa bbut was like flashing back some other stuff till.. well, get to know if i'm shortlisted in 2 weeks time. currently rotting or is there any tempo job for me? lols..

ok, was thinking everything he once told me.. willing to do everything just for me. i'm the precious gem always. or even telling my friends he's a failure cos he unable to convince me. well, all this become very sweet past of ours isnt it? telling the whole world, how blessed i was but then it dun seem too true. well, i really hope to know, if i just meant to oyu or i'm simply nth? let me know.. i really hate thinking of you and waiting for your ans everyday. just tell me, am i just too much for you to handle or cos of other reasons, you dun feel like giving me a damn. let me know, i really living in agony this past few days, thinking if i make a right choice to know you. how am i suppose to feel? feel great and happy? putting a fake smile whenever i met up with my friends? looking into my phone for your msg? thinking of every moment you once tell me b4 i sleep? just the hell, wad am i to you? something when you in need then i came into useful use? let me know pls. i have no more courage to carry on with life. you left me. rach left me. 4E3 left me. mr koh and mr lee are all bz. i find life so darn bored you know. and all you do is just pacify me when you feel like it. i just miss those days in school. i just miss it. sitting outside the AVA, hanging ard the animal farm waiting for you. waiting for your arrival to find me. just this little waiting in my life just make me so happy cos i know, i matter to you at tht point of time. giving me calls when i'm studying asking me wad am i doing. but now, everything is over am i find myself dun worth it to you like in the past. why? why let me felt such ways? let us be back to the past, whereby all of us get our happiness? hais. i miss you and now i declares, i miss you real lots. can you just be fair to me? let me know how fukking impt am i to you to make me have the courage to carry on with you side by side. i really hope you do read this and let me know your ans and i know you nv will. nv will you let me know such things, cos you find me a bother, someone difficult ot pls. i can change, just you say it.

well, uncle didnt let me know he's back to spore. i dunno why, i guess i prefer to call him uncle. maybe find me fan too? yea, tht for sure. he's another one. =( well, 1 year have passed and it have been happy all along except you have make me cry several times. i know i might be a bother to you i know i'm just so irritating and sensitive but then. i dunno why, you seem like able to hold back my tears for others and manage make me move on. i dunno, perhaps, you really do matter to me. i dunno if you are bz or you are sleeping, tht wad i can think of. but i just found out one thing, whenever i told u wad happen or whether i'm sad, you choose not to reply. i dunno, perhaps, it another training for me to learn independence and not depend on my frenes or you. maybe. but then, can you at least sms with me? he dun care abt me, no one wan me.. i just felt so unwanted. you know? hais, smsed you like smsed wall. it forever the same. when do you gave me a damn like him? i cant stand it anymore. sigh! uncle, thankyou anyway. I LOVE YOU TRUCKS LOT too.. =( but then, can you acc me sms or at least, tell me wad to do. i'm so worry, you dun care abt me and you let me handle my life on my own. but then, at least teach me how to pull through this critical period can. i might be smiling all the way, but then, i do have up and down. i dun dare to tell you all this, cos i scare, you are as usual bz, as usual tired. but you are the best! x) sigh.. dunno lah, i also very blur. cheers, tkc bah.

well, type so much say so much. i just hope i die off without anything. those ppl who didnt treasure me will regret for life. but then, if i just die off like tht, wad will happen to my 4E3 and my other promises? sigh.. let it be bahs. just miss those school days, doing olevel as a goal and mathing all the way. at least everyday there is stress and we are working towards our goals. i dunno, i find it better than now. i have so much to think and worry. i miss prom nite planning most and mr lee sc. i called him just now. and he's as usual so cute and funny. mr lee, i love you. you are the only one tht treat me so good and nice. thankyou. you are my one and only best tcher! *hi-5* sarang haeyo. -_-" i just cant help feeling sad and feeling down. save me, let those ppl i treasure, treasure me as well. i feel like i'm a piece of trash where no one cares. can my uncle love me more and tht idiotic moron treat me better? or perhaps, it nv happen again. i dunno. miss the joy and fun in GR. miss mr soo and mr ong, dunno how they are doing now. i hate now. just let me die!

well, have been watching tv recently, pay back from last time bahs. uncle dun let us watch vcds, he say its a waste of time. ;) it's all his fault, everytime take away our holiday. now i got such a long holiday i dunno wad to do. hmm, well.. i just realise i talk too much. sigh. tkc ppl. xuan min going shanghai and she will find my uncle there. cool and so nice. err, ms tan to taiwan. take care ppl. envy you all. haha.. sigh, wad is love all about? is it right to be in it now? cant celebrate mr lee birthday. he's fully book. maybe we buy a cake to his hse downstair? hahah.. it's better! and cut for him. i love mr lee sc truck lot too. hais.. be it. tkc ppl. *hugs*

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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Dear Diary..

alright, fianlly i feel like updating again. =) mr ong went to japan today. arghs! one more tcher is leaving me behind! =( sianz.. hais, this few days, i have been rotting and sleeping at home. life is just so bored lah! i hate it, i rather i didnt graduate, i rather i will be in GR attending lesson everyday. doing math every monday, arghs, mr koh! i want you to give me alot alot alot of hmwk. i'm seriously kind of bored to death at home le. hais.

alright, today is the 29th, last year at this time, i was having emath with the E2 in AVA with mr koh. sigh! this year? i'm rotting like hell. hais! i miss those fun days lah. it's also the first time, i buy mr koh drink and start to know him better, lols. and also know he gonna be my sec4 emath tcher. sigh. one year have just passed. i'm so darn bored lah! it's also i become his god daughter for 1 year liao. and thanks to him, i have been improving my math. hahha.. hais, i miss those mathing days with e2 and e3.. i miss those freezing to death days in study room. i miss those busy and tired days in class. i miss those teacher counting down to prelims or rather olevel. and now, it's over. i miss those days the class will do the 11 claps, the few of us will sing forever love. i rmb how they bully on my birthday. lock me outside my classroom, dun let me go in. hahha.. and i stand on the chair to sing myself a birthday song. and jur and nic will use water to pour me. haha.. so fun! and they keep threatening if i gonna be more noisy, they will throw me down the level. lols! they always bully me -_-".. hahha.. still got the time we chionging for events and endless events and it affecting our work. lols. omg, i'm just so sad abt everything lah. E3, rawks my life in every way! *hugs* =) oh, i miss counting down to my bdae. i miss them asking me to shut up whenever i wanan talk. i miss them calling me mafia, cookie monster. i miss them saying i'm noisy. i miss mrk oh calling me a gd gal. i miss those happy days in GR. i really do. sigh!

ok, mr koh ty, mr lee sc, mr k seah is all in jarkarta! =( i miss all of them. especially my godpa and mr lee! haha.. gonna celebrate his bdae. godpa ah, when u coming back? i wan you to bring me out to buy things and eat! u owe me my claypot rice! sigh! mr ong is gone, everyone is gone. i am just so darn sian lah! i miss my teachers and friends. i hate holidays. i wanto have school everyday. i will not complain GR ugly uniform. i swear. i will be attentive everyday. i will finish my hwmk. i will be a really gd girl. i will not show black face. i will not be noisy anymore. i miss you all lah! -_-" lameshit! *beat head* wake up lah! stop dreaming. sigh!

well, one year have passed.. and godpa say he will look for me ard dec. sigh! so long one. and this year under you is just great lah. so sian now, after ur training, i'm like craving for more math. cn u just faster come back from ur jarkarta! i'm so rotting at home lah! I MISS MY UNCLE ALOT! ahahah.. hais.. so long i must wait..

alright, i'm darn sian nowadays.. fianlly we are meeting up to ying hse and slack together.. buhahah.. finally man! i get to go out of my hse. was catching tian wai fei xian everyday. hmm, better than nth. alright.. now gonna go bath and go siying hse. buahhaha.. hmm, friday, i will be having an interview at sentosa. lols! yea! and i miss my mr lee, mr ong and uncle.. faster come back lah, zhu tou loh they all. left good girl in spore. lols! yea! uncle will be back on fri most probably! yea!

lols, gtg. cheers everyone. i miss my ppl and the ching gang! lols! jie mei team too.. hais.. LIFE SUCKS! i wanto have fun! =( miss everyone greatly.. alot alot alot.. ;) today is a wednesday, supposingly is a math day. but then olevel finish le, and now being too free, i also complain. i miss the study room and the endless mathing with 4E3 and uncle. WO HAO XIANG NI MEN ARHS! -_-" math math math, math make me mad. lols.. mr soo, how are you? I MISS YOU ALOT TOO! x)

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;2:24 PM

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