you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
sigh.. by looking at the tittle.. suppose u shld no wad my mood now.. morning now.. juz woke up.. toking to kor on the phone ytd.. was actuaaly quite happy..toking wen on 10nov.. wed.. we going where.. but in the end decide to go watch doll master.. sigh.. scary movie again.. tink i will be the one screaming.. den tok til half way become a $ topic.. den i say him again.. he not happy(which can no from his voice).. juz dun wan him to waste soo much money.. yah.. money not mine.. but if reali spent finish.. hoiw aabt the future.. he's right.. shld enjoy... but dun spent too heavily lah.. den go to a topic which made both of us drift further.. *smoking* sigh.. told him wad me and ying done.. he was truely angry and dissapointed.. and he dun care me again.. i mean wen on phone he dun bother to say much.. i no he dissapionted in me.. why his mei mei dun listen to him.. why he's so useless.. he nv useless in my heart.. reali.. i'm the one hu is lack of perserverance.. coz wenever u sawww ppl doing tat.. i would lyk to try.. tok to him til i cry.. he no i cry.. but is my fault.. so he dun even bother to console me..yah.. my fault.. i dun listen.. i wanna tel him sorry.. but he lyk bo chap also.. y i told him.. y he ask.. cant i deny.. even he nv say much ytd night.. i no he sad and dissapointed.. why tis u=mei mei lyk tat.. i hurt him once again.. after tat msg him.. his reply was fierce and sound lyk dun care dun care me liao.. why i always do liao den tink abt the consequees? why? sry.. if he reali lose heart in me den i how.. is i'm the one hu owei break promises to him.. juz told him not to angry.. but he sure tinking so de loh.. wad the use of trusting me? wen i owei break it.. i reali scare loh.. hope he wun ignore me lah.. + pris also.. sigh.. useless.. juz went to see his blog.. den i cum blogging.. he was scolding sum body.. but got sum how is me lah.. ask me go to hell ... i no i wrong.. also dun ask me go to hell mah.. sigh.. wad the use of crying wen i already done it.. i told him to slap me.. but doubt he will.. not he dun bear.. is he lose heart liao.. haix.. wad the use loh.. plz.. i will nv touch it again.. i muz control.. muz gimme sum time.. coz it not tat i can get over it juz 1 or 2 week.. i need time... sry lah.. plz dun angry.. and i no i no brain lah.. dun scold me dog also wad.. sigh.. why sudden he so angry.. y he ignore me.. sorry sorry.. haix.. wad the use of saying sorry to kor? haix..
;11:30 AM
PROFILE
PEICHING
fifteen
25April
Greenridge sec
4E3
CRAVINGS
pass my maths tests
turtle paradise
ADORES
4E3
Precious*
* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .