you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
were in elaine hse playing.. fun..den cum online coz he say he wanna tel me wad happen.. [mayb i shldnt cum online at all] online since 8 sumting.. wait fer him awhile den til now.. we quarrel again.. wad the hell.. my fault ah.. y we can frm nth to quarrel.. y i muz b the onli one crying? y we cant b lyk last time.. happy? i cry again today.. i hate it.. i promise not to cry again.. i cant.. we were lyk no more happy time.. my fault? my temper? or his? my fault bah.. nth but burden.. all i noe ish cry.. but i felt so angry.. the way he tok to me.. y? more more further.. i dunno why.. latey we lyk to quarrel.. y? y lyk tat.. i reali feel lyk slappping myself.. i ask fer it or him.. tis life sux.. i hate it.. lots.. are u the old u? am i the old me.. further .. he say suit u.. itz hurt.. damn lotz.. i did hurt him.. i hate to cry..hate alot.. anyway, today me.. elaine.. zhi hui.. went to gvalue.. they were saying wanna drink at ferst.. i was dun drink lah.. den we went back 2nd time.. i keeep tel myself i cant drink.. and i made it.. i nv touch.. fer hu sake.. fer him+jie.. the promise.. itz 12days since i last drink.. y shld i quit.. wen he told me suit u? coz the promise.. will he ever no? i doubt so.. mayb i'm right.. we shldnt msg tat often bah.. will i ever see my 6mth? i doubt so bah.. sumtime we shld spare a tot fer others.. not juz ourselve in the world.. i reali dunno.. i hate myself.. lotz.. burden..i told myself not to cry.. but...
after going end.. tears still roll down my cheek.. coz itz hurt.. damn lotz.. if can.. i wanna go bak to the past.. stop crying chingz..
;11:33 PM
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* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .