you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
Sigh..i dunno how I feel now.. confused? Mayb bah.. y ytd I at mac made tat call.. y I agree to wait fer Elaine.. guess wad I did.. yup.. lying.. me ish a fool.. a real fool.. y owei I got to blame myself or being sad after all things happened? My life nv seem full wen jie is angry wif me.. y? y u muz angry.. gimme one more try.. perhaps.. mayb I might pass? U nv no.. I hate u mr lee.. y even ine mark also dun wan gimme.. I hate mayself.. yesh.. I lie.. coz I reali dun wan pang seh Elaine.. u no? I let u down bah.. I knew it. Actually.. I also wan to show ya how well I can do in my math.. how far can I achieve.. is all my fault.. coz I dun wan study.. yah.. u are right.. I nv made u proud b4.. haix.. tis few days u are bz and seldom tok to me.. I felt so wad.. I tot is my fault tat I nv pass.. yah.. its reali truly my fault.. i’m also tired fer apologizing.. how much I hope u can juz gimme a slap and let u regain all the trust in me… I felt so helpless now.. I wan jie.. I need her help.. but think she nv b dere fer me til I reali pass my next test.. y shld I lie to u? I nv impt to u liao mah? Or u are juz bz and no time fer me.. I hope u were reali bz reali reali bz and not dun wan me.. lyk I say.. I cant had my life without u and jie.. I think fer 2 hrs to let u trust me again.. but I’m a failure nv will I made u happy.. I check all the web fer my skool de.. I didn’t see it.. I hope there is a calendar showing tat tml reali will b hse meeting.. I no I’m nth but juz a liar.. but sumtime I lie ish fer sum1 sake… I hope u can fergif me.. no matter is u or jie.. I wan u all to forgive me.. can? Will I still keep in contact wif u tml.. tml’s tml? Tml’s tml’s tml? I nv cry tis timw.. coz I no u will forgif me.. u no wad I reali wan.. so u wun treat me lyk tat.. jie.. I’m regretting fer wad I done.. plz.. fergif me plz.. I reali loves u lots.. plz.. I dunno wad the hell or y I wrote into blog.. perhaps I juz wan jie back… jie.. juz fulfill my wish.. I will b as gd gal as possible.. plz.. dun dump me away.. can? Sigh.. regretting wad I done.. sum time small action can led to big mistakes.. rite? Hope my jie will c.. and reali fergif me.. juz tis once.. u nv angry wif me b4.. now lyk tat u sudden angry I relai dunno wad I suppose to do.. jie.. I need u and I reali wan u backz..
;9:14 PM
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pass my maths tests
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ADORES
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Precious*
* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .