you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
mayb i felt rather happy today? in the morning or sum sort of mayb til 0900am bah.. haha.. anyway.. today is my eight mth... i ought to b happy.. perhaps i'm.. or mayb i'm acting it out..thanks mr koh.. even ur simpliest sentence of are u sad again today? brighten abit of my life.. u are great but cant compare to him in my life.. at least i no mr koh u still care fer me.. the minmum u can do appear to b the maximum in my world? perhaps.. haha..
abt to involve in trouble.. but i tolerate it i cant whack him.. wad i shld do wad i shldnt.. mayb i reali no.. no worries.. i didnt.. scare to lose u or wad.. the outcum keep appear.. suan le suan le.. stupid me.. cos of u made myself suffer? wad fer.. just cos u worth it.. hais.. hu believe a big liar hu break promise lyk me? haha.. forget it bah..
mayb i reali to u nv gave in abit.. abit also dun hab.. but to me.. i controlled.. i dun wan to hurt u.. i dun wan tat we keeep quarrel.. today is my 8mths.. why no matter how much i gave in.. its seem nth.. u said.. wad u expect me to say.. it seem simple.. but i tel u.. it broke my heart.. wad i expect u to say? funnie.. i dunno.. perhpas nth... wen i say nth i also wish to change the topic.. u say that u dun wan to quarrel wif me.. is it another acting of mine.. tat i trying to gave in but its actually sumthing which suan u? wad hurt me the most is not tat sentence.. is wen i try to gave in.. the outcum is stil quarrel..i want to had a happy 8 mths too.. happy?
every mth muz quarrel.. tat ppl ard me commented.. u no how hurt i felt wen i hear.. every mth muz quarrel.. i already try to gave in.. how much i shld gave in.. i dunno.. perhaps we reali every mth muz quarrel.. so wad if even i cry a millon time.. does it made a difference.. wen others told me.. we had to quarrel.. get used to it? or expext me to be a dumb wen u say those things... wenever they no we quarrel.. no wad they say.. quarrel again? again.. again.. i smile back even my heart hurts.. i no u sad as well.. why.. owei its tis outcum..
ppl say mayb we are in different world.. we are not.. but so wad.. quarrel is owei the outcum.. i gave in.. u gave in.. quarrel is still the outcum.. ying asked wasnt u tired.. rather i asked u.. wasnt u tired as well? sow ad if i keep crying.. told u how hurt my heart is.. how i pretend to be crazy in skool.. how i misses u.. wen we two keep quarrel.. i dun looking forward to tis kind of life.. mayb.. i'm jsut wearing mask everyday wen we quarrel.. sad i still had to be happy.. just dun wan my tears to drop.. but so wad how much i do does a matter.. if the outcum everything is lyk tat.. looking at the wallet u brought.. i still cry..
when everything just cum to the end of i'm sorry after things happen.. den we gd back.. do u no.. today is all the way i send u msg.. yah its my fault.. so i msg u.. i had enuff.. i lurve u but why haf to touture me... muz be thinking i muz be mad.. no matter how much negative u felt towards me.. i reali at the end.. why owei muz til others ask u to msg me.. or ying had to filled u up wif wad i felt.. why? i reali dunno wad to do.. no matter how much i change.. i just isnt perfect...
til now.. hu cares is hu fault.. even its ur or mine fault.. both of our heart already heartbroken.. suan le.. i gave in to thte ened.. i'm sorry.. my life is just full of different mask everyday... every mth quarrel.. u not sian ah.. hab u ever came across to tis question? if u did.. u shld no how i felt..
;10:31 PM
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