you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
anyway, the feeling of blogging now fer me is sadden.. my heart ace.. bud no one faults fer sure.. i had a great day at b4 physics which is abt half of the day in school.. ms yong ask us to write letter.. i wrote and ms liew.. lols.. tok so long only go through sum question and followed by p.e.. i making mr chin nuts.. hu ask him keep threaten my cls.. ask us to run 2.4km.. run loh.. bud notti ying took us to take a short cut.. which were faster den most of the guys.. lols.. u guys.. BOOH!! wakakas.. and tupid nicholas and hilmi were saying tat i cant b running so fast as i'm lazy in cls.. wah kao.. i gd gal lehs.. hahas.. YAH! my cls got a gd discilpine award.. lols.. damn happy.. thomas.. u lose.. hahasx.. i'm reali happy.. as at least.. we finally got sumthing on the board.. opps.. i haven pin it on.. lols.. during physics internation test.. lols.. actually its a rubbish.. even mr chen also think so.. wakakas.. den saiful do the mcq by shading all same.. and me just shade as A, B, C, D.. mr chen shook the head.. and of i went to sleep.. hhaahas.. ying worse.. tikam.. and den nv do anything liao.. sleep.. we are all sleepyhead eh.. bud being wif u all, i enjoyed.. at least it brighten up my life.. Mt, my mood went worse.. bud nvm.. yahs.. my cls donate a total of $615.. lols.. muackie muackie.. proud of u guys.. BOOH e2!!
mayb bahs.. all is my fault.. no matter wad, i no i sucks.. i dun deserve to b ur mei.. my heart aces wen u say do wad u think is right.. wen u got nth to say.. is it a puff or two will made me feel better? i think of doing so.. bud i nv.. i not saying how great i'm bud.. suan le.. i no u dun lyk to be wif me.. or mayb wad so ever.. i just hope u can think in my shoe.. i bite myself even i can bite joseph.. i just dun wan to let dem see i cry.. bud so wad.. tears still cum out.. i wipe already still hab.. mayb ppl looking or reading my blog might b thinking i gaining sympathy.. but fprget it.. i not going to bother anymore.. how u all wan to look at me just b it.. i had enuff.. i hate crying.. bud wad to do.. i reali feel the pain again.. i nv blame u.. i already edit my previous post. suan le.. how much i say u will nv no how i felt.. forget it.. i cant change other thinking bud keep my own thinking.. let it b.. i will do my part to get u back beside me.. bud i dunno if u will anot.. mayb i'm stress to u.. wad i wan to say i will keep in my haert.. its just my suffer.. even min and ying dunno wad happen.. i didnt tel dem.. cos i dun wish u guys to think that i complaining.. suan le.. i shall suffer.. dun worry i wun smoke or drink.. if i muz use smoke or drink to attract ur attention and ur care or concern to me.. den perhaps its meaningless.. there is no gd reason y i smoke or drink.. so i nv will.. if u wan to leave me.. just tel me and go bahs.. i shan disturb ur life anymore.. mayb its fated we cant be eternity bud i will rmb wad u do fer me eternity.. cos u are impt to me.. perhaps bahs.. tats my life.. burdae? its isnt impt.. mayb its time to hab lonely burdae.. i'm sleeping.. its just fated..
i'm having a fever and headace right now.. dun stress me anymore... bud i'm resting.. at night den study.. worse sia.. will anyone cares? mayb only thomas.. he my gd bro in skool..
*i'm living in a world of myself.. wher colours will gone one day.. its faded.. bud sum colours still dere.. if one day my world is black and white.. is will be the time i leave u guys.. i shall die fer my own sake and cry fer my own.. even i go, i wanna let u no.. i swear i nv nv blame u b4... if i ever did its just mistake.. if i lie.. retribution will cum.. suan le.. believe anot.. depend on u.. i'm nth to euu anymore.. perhaps..
;4:22 PM
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