you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
sumhow i tink tht [happily ever after] is simply jokes.. it might b true bud it just dun happen on me..
i'm sadden.. i'm tired.. i hab to act happy in class.. i'm stress up.. i'm a bitch? just dunno wad to say.. i hab to work doubly hards.. just after exam and i can get it.. wait fer me.. i muz get it.. he wanted to get by tid friday.. i dun hab so much $ i cant get it.. i simply useless.. gimme sum time.. after exams.. i'm damn stress up~ why? its isnt the life i looking for.. i wan sec2 life.. ppl tend to grumble much.. bud, i dunno too.. GRSS sucks..wad the hell chairperson can i be? 24hrs seem so short fer me.. i wanted to show dem my responsibilty.. bud i just.. suan le.. its damn hot in cls.. i hate staying in skool.. the weather sucks.. i hab to vent my anger jsut on other things.. i got 20/63.. wth result i got.. for math mock test~ bud quite a number of ppl fail anyway.. its isnt sumthing i can just console myself.. they used to think i dun bother much.. bud will anyone know how i felt?i'm just as sad as others hu fail.. i no longer the gal hu dun bothers abt anything.. i no longer so carefree.. no more real smile/happiness.. y? y muz i get so stressed up! suan le.. its sumthing i just cnat explain..
sumthing seem to b blocking us.. its seem impt to u alots.. bud not to me.. y? i hab to ask mysel fwad happen.. enough.. just dun let anything happen between us.. i "express" my lurve to saiful.. hahax.. its joking.. i just tel him i lurve him.. and we hab fun.. thanks.. at least.. i dun hab to be sad anymore.. i no my life still hab u saiful.. thanks.. for by my side.. u seem to b dere wen my tears hab to drop out.. i reali will treasure u..
y do i hab to act happy.. i hab to wear a mask everyday! y? just tel me.. i'm in deep trouble.. saiful.. hais.. let me hab a gd rest bahs.. am i reali tht impt to u? more den anything? dun ans so fast.. u nv know how u reali feel til u reali gif it a serious tot...
--**off i go**--
;3:16 PM
PROFILE
PEICHING
fifteen
25April
Greenridge sec
4E3
CRAVINGS
pass my maths tests
turtle paradise
ADORES
4E3
Precious*
* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .