you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
i'm tired.. my eyes are closing.. bud anyway.. i still choose to wait.. xD i suppose to be in a happy mood.. bud am i reali so irritating? am i? perhaps bahs.. tht how ppl wanna think abt me den be it.. anway, ian is rite.. the world isnt gonna stop for just anyone.. life goes on in other words.. i'm FAN.. i'm IRRITATING.. i lurve to DISTURB! anway.. it took effort to dial a call.. wen i actually dail.. do anyone know tht i actually got things to tel dem? i'm not trying to tok craps on the phone to disturb.. bud i just hab to reveal wad i wanna tel u little by little.. am i owei given a chance to do so? even ian.. sum1 is not related to me in anyway, can ask is it i'm sad.. do i need a listening ear.. bud sum1 hu is so dearly to me.. impt to me.. cant gimme just a short 10mins.. or 5 mins will do.. am i given or entitle to tht? nope.. i'm not.. how different am i frm ur frene? can i know? is it a mei cant even tok to u fer just a short 5 mins.. mayb wad i wan to tel u is not sumthing reali tht big tht will affect ur life.. bud it shown the improvement made.. i didnt even wanted to tel anyone.. bud you.. my imporance in ur heart.. truely dun worth ur 5mins? or in other words.. the charge of the 5mins? seriously.. i'm hurt.. u made me think i'm worthless compare to a $1 the most.. i shldnt angry? yup.. i didnt angry.. i just thinking, after so many mths.. i cant tok to u on phone fer just 5mins.. mayb u think i'm childish.. wadever u can say.. actually i just wan u to praise me.. i didnt shoplift today.. yah, its nth to other.. bud it matter to me.. frm a thieve to now.. u no how much effort i put in? i dun asked to be seen fer my effort.. just a simple praise weel-done.. gd.. less den 5mins.. u can show to me tht wad i done is worth it.. bud no.. u told me i'm sleepy.. my mind just go to DUH.. to other its craps.. bud i know.. if u were to know u will praise me.. bud now it dun matter to me anymore.. cos i know.. i status in ur heart.. just dun worth the 5mins after dinner.. sleepy time.. try to put urself in my shoe and think.. will u be hurt if u were me? mayb not.. if u think its not.. den i got nth to say.. mayb u were thinking i'm childish.. be it.. if u think u will be hurt.. can u just do sumthing to made me feel worth.. i hope.. given the tittle of best mei.. i worth at the very least.. 5 mins of ur time.. hope so bahs.. i'll be thinking abt it tis whole night.. hope u will be thinking of "am i worth ur time?" nite.. u are just importance to me as ever..
today blog twice.. cos reali dunno wad to do liao.. sadden..
;11:59 PM
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