365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Monday, June 13, 2005

Dear Diary..

wahaha.. ltr going fer crew outing! yeah! so many ppl going.. i might enjoy.. cos of tis thing sarcrifice alot hor.. wadever.. ytd were truely fun.. morning reach they all saw my eyes swollen ask y i cried loh.. hahaax.. used to it liao lah.. i owei cried.. bleahs! den work in kitchen.. actually not fun de bud after tht lunch liao me and shawn run together.. bud due to sum prob i'm pissed by him.. hahax.. bud now we still bro hor.. lols.. den play wif Fang2 hahax.. dunno y in mac i wun feel sad at all.. i hab dem to cheer up my mind.. muacks.. i waiting fer juanne ytd.. wakakaks.. den juanne treat me eat i mcflurry and i sundae and also nuggets.. hahax.. nice wor.. ewe invent new ice cream.. hahaax! BLEAHS! today going outing liao.. yeaeh.. yoz..

i dunno y we bcum lyk tht.. i tot of leaving hhis life tis might made it bettter i tot.. bud i nv hab the courage to do so.. he were kinda cold towards me ytd.. i were crying in mac.. hais.. i brought tis to myself.. if i didnt say all those thing.. nth gonna happens.. rite? mayb.. bud y treat me lyk tht? ytd say gd nite to him.. he no reply.. mayb sleep le bahs.. i no longer wanna force myself to think abt y.. mayb facing reality is impt to us now.. dunno wad i shld do to save all tis frm happening..

ytd wen going to work i keep thinking y lyk tht.. den wen crossing road abt to get knock down.. lucky, only one car.. its sudden stop loh.. hais.. if it knock me over hor.. will he forgive me anot.. if he will, i rather it knock me over and let him forgif me and forget the incident.. sadden.. i'm actually the failure.. the real one.. i dun even hab goals in mind.. and life is reali saddening.. hais.. y owei muz quarrel.. i'm in fault.. hais.. suan le.. hope we can go back to the past..

--sorry is already an overused word--

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;11:28 AM