you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
as usual.. blog fer the sake of venting out wad i reali feel lyk syaing.. how am i supose to feel.. hmm.. lyk kiwi so crazzy? just simply hope to hab more time to play.. wanna be feng.. wanna be crazy.. wanna be HAPPY~ but sumhow.. ther owei sumthing blocking me.. dun wanna cry.. but the tears cum out.. wad the hell shld i feel.. i dun hab to feel stress.. yah, you are rite.. i dun hab to.. at most time up i just jump down loh.. since so many ppl commit sucide nowadays.. sigh~wanna buck up but there owei no strength.. i reali dunno.. dunno.. i dunno anything liao.. why let me felt you wasnt tht undaerstand me lyk i owei tot you do.. owei think y i'm doing tht b4 you said.. i'm wrong.. reali wrong.. i isnt trying to complain or going to made you feel guilty.. or mayb you nv will.. i'm just trying to say how i;m feel.. i shld i reali feel.. she gave up hope on me? how shld i react? you did the right thing? i reali dunno wad to say.. my hearts reali full of pain and saddes..to be serious.. you reali dunno how i feel.. how much i hatred studies.. no one know.. i dun hab to cahnge fer ur sake.. hais.. y amdeme feel tht you isnt lyk b4.. y made me feel tht you wasnt the right one to confide my troubles to.. y u are owei the one hu can made me cry.. y? i dunno too.. i work there actually tht whole reason isnt fer munnie.. is fer the word loyaty.. i can choose to go if i wan.. but htey are nice to me.. now down crew.. you cant expect me just walk out lyk tht.. i just dunno how shld i feel.. you just seem so misundeerstaning to me.. sp much.. you think i didnt wan to buck up or wad so ever.. hais.. y say til lyk tht.. y muz u sound til lyk tht.. y y y.. jsut y.. everytime i wanna msg you.. wanna tok to you.. i did think.. am i irritating.. will we quarreleed.. will i cry.. will you say til studies again.. no one know.. just cant understand y u muz be lyk tht.. i not asking you not to be strict to me.. but do you know wen i just comment abt sumthing.. you will gimme the " yah la yah lah" feelingS? or just th kind of feeling tht i dun lyk.. y shld it be lyk tht.. i cry enuff.. i reali dunno wad shld we do abt wif each other.. sumtime.. wen i'm alone.. i reali thinking.. am i in the right path to choose tht life shld be surrounded by you? i'm 15 but i know wad shld i do wif mua life.. how much complain i goona hab is all i deserve cos i know i will still choose you.. but is jie thinking so impt? i reali dunno.. tok to you also nth.. only will hhurt each other.. den y shld we still continue to tok.. i'm reali under pressure.. you making me difficult to breath.. mayb tis might be my thinking or you will nv feel wad you hab done is wrong.. perhaps.. i am reali the stupid one.. wad shld i do. i reali dunno.. i wan happiness.. can you actually gave it to me?
;11:06 PM
PROFILE
PEICHING
fifteen
25April
Greenridge sec
4E3
CRAVINGS
pass my maths tests
turtle paradise
ADORES
4E3
Precious*
* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .