365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, July 01, 2005

Dear Diary..

kinda sadden ytd.. just sumhow felt he's kinda cold to me tis few days.. just dunno wad thinking.. how he felt.. am i being to depent on him? or i just need him so badly? its craps bah.. mayb i reali treasure him too much.. cos he mua kor.. hais.. seriously hab no idea how i gonna react.. y muz treat me lyk tht.. ytd wen i call him.. he sound lyk entertaining me.. reali.. it hurt ok.. but wad to do.. mayb he;s tired or sumthing lyk tht.. i just felt tht im kinda fan to him cos its isnt lyk b4.. its hinting tht its the end? i reali dunno.. wad hab i done to be treated lyk tis tis few days? i reali did nothing.. mayb i just reali dunno how he felt.. i feel happy wen he msged me.. wenever i msged him.. it took so long to reply.. i not demanding tht its muz be a immediate reply.. cos i know he might be bz.. if you were me you know wad i trying to say bahs.. i reali ask myself tis few days.. wad am i to you? sum1 impt wen its suppose to be? or a burden tht you are just shy to put it down? i cant gif myself a definte answer but just hope it wun happen bahs.. i reali felt sad and hurt today.. very sad.. just can imagine wad is happening.. enuff abt tht.. perhaps tht life..

today we hab FNN lesson~ 5 periods ok? its lyk only hab to see haryani fer 1 day.. hehe.. she's nice lah.. today bake muffin.. its damn funnie loh.. we didnt look at the recipes.. just anyhow followed ppl.. it shld be 100g flour.. 50g sugar.. melted butter.. 1/4 raising agent.. 1/4 sason.. hahax.. but we put the 1/4 to 1 loh.. in the end our muffin taste lyk PUKE~ yucks.. its disgusting ok.. the taste.. unforgetable.. hahax.. min grp more funie.. she partner wif jia yi.. she TOOK WRONG flour.. hahax.. the dustbin is full of muffins.. yucks.. and ms haryani said we are monkey see monkey do.. hehe.. feel lyk vomitting the taste.. i didnt let wad happened affect my mood today.. hehe.. FUN! den we go fer recess.. me and laine eat.. she told me she been backstabbed.. is i ask de lahs.. TMD! you girls enuff hor.. u all laready so much dai ji wan find summore is it? wad think we dun dare find you is it? think lah.. you all offend bao yuan liao.. if wan bao yuan also wun let you off loh.. just becos me and laine nv find ppl trouble you wan create more is it? and ester.. y you believe other den your sista.. hai.. cant comment much.. its your thinking anyway.. and girls.. laine nv harm you 2 rite? y gif stupid rumours abt her.. everytime muz kee siao find things to do.. ARRG! i dun care.. if laine gonna hurt by you den i care.. and tht siao eh at band d.. you watch out ok? think wad you big fukk ahs? lyk tht say laine in ur blog.. think is you act innocent bahs.. hahax.. wadever.. its my blog.. i can say wadever i lyk~ but laine.. dun sad lah.. at least me and zhi hui lurve you ok? dun care the kids.. hahhx.. nv get i/c is lyk tht de mahs.. hor? opps.. laine you also haven get lehs.. hahax..

went to find mr koh too~ he were kinda irritated is it? hhahax.. yah.. hab to tel him tht my cls is 2e3 and the list he wan anot mahs.. so fierce to me summore wor.. hahhax.. no lah no lah.. he wun.. mr koh praise me GD GAL! min were kinda curious y i lyk ppl call me gd gal.. i just lyk bah.. but she dun lyk ppl call her gd gal.. dunno~ different thinking.. hahax.. aiya.. sleep whole day now den wake up and blog.. seriously.. i hope i meant sumthing to you..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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