you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
hais.. just came back.. just felt tht everything isnt going my way huh? i'm just a failure with evything tht i cant completed smoothly..
just msg wif mr lee.. wad he say is lyk wad ban thing.. but i'm so stupidly telling him nonsense? no wonder he's sound so pissed of by me? y am i such a stupid! y i just simply cant understand wad he is trying to tel me? concourse? i hab to take millions of time to ask him.. i cant blame him but only in my stupidness.. i can sense he loses heart in me.. he felt i wasnt tht capable den bei lin.. yah, tht the truth anyway.. i cant do anything better.. hais.. i sucks lah.. if mr lee reali can see this i just wanna tel you, i'm reali sorry over my stupidness... ok? i wanna thxwee fer giving me tis chance to lead.. but i also dunno lah.. i'm just sorry ok?
rai send me the file but y the hell i cant open it? am i just simply sucks to hell.. even the com also feel i'm stupid.. hais.. so many things is bothering me rite now.. i cant sense or feel how i gonna do.. i'm tired.. i'm pissed over i incapability.. wth am i being given such a post.. hais.. i just wanna say sorry to everyone bahs..
i think it over and over again.. u dun lyk me to say i'm a burden to you.. but y ur actions let me feel so? you tok to me cos i tok to you.. if IF i reali leave u alone.. will u dun bother abt my exsit anymore? u say u are bz.. not i dun believed.. i trust you.. but i jsut hope just part of ur time.. 5 mins? or sumthing u gimme it to me or spent it on me? am i just demanding too much? you might think i'm just so unresonable. just plain irritating to you.. but i reali know wad i wan in my life.. hais.. is it lyk i say.. wad happened is already the past? i also dunno wad am i suppose to do.. wad am i suppose to say to you.. we tok to each other just fer the sake of doing it mahs? so many things i wanna tok to you but time is getting lesser to lesser.. yups. getting gd grade is not ur fault.. hope u can caahieved wad u reali wan bahs.. ok? i shall reali be taking lesser and lesser of ur time.. wen u reali got the time fer me.. den pls turn back and find me.. if u cant.. i also dunno wad i suppose to tel you.. u might also be thinking tht i'm over sensitive or childish.. but i wasnt.. i just wanna tel you.. if you meant nth to me.. i wun bother to care so much.. can? hais. .suan le..
i'm sorry fer wad hab happened.. mr lee.. i reali know i'm damn stupid.. pls gimme sumtime.. i will try my very best to do it.. ok? bye to everyone.. i reali doubt if you will see tis? but i know u matter lots to me.. ok? hais.. nite.. just hope to becum part of ur life again.. am i suppose to do tht? hais..
;11:33 PM
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