365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, September 09, 2005

Dear Diary..

today went to work.. hahax.. OMG! i'm damn sick.. hahax.. den keep muz go out take tissue den run back go kitchen.. HAIS* cant swollow anything and dunno wad to eat.. so keep drink milk loh.. hahx.. and ice tea.. auntie jenny go bac kearly.. so lyk juanne said i'll be running PC today.. quite a great experience.. but.. i keep getting scold frm juanne.. wah, dunno lehs.. she today keep scold me lehs.. but at least i earn ba.. haha.. den i keep waste so many burgers.. cos standby liao, nobody wans.. dunno how guo wei can run til so gd.. he not panick de lehs.. haha.. den john very funnie.. keep tel me not to worry.. sure can run fast.. but very pai seh lahs.. den FANG FANG cum and look fer me.. x) hehe.. let ehr wrap the burgers and i run grill.. run til headace wors.. but not bad lah.. quite stress.. erm.. school holidays is over! OMG! 5days and it just passess lyk tht? hais..

just dunno wad is happening.. i know u treat me damn gd and care abt my future.. but i reali just wanna use tis holiday to relax.. i hab relax enuff and i know.. its time to buck up.. i ahte to study.. and i hope i dun need to do it.. once again.. i hurt you.. tml is our 14th mth.. if i know tis gonna happen.. i will not to tok to you online i guess.. sometime.. i reali wanna do things to surprise you..t o let you smile.. it seem so damn difficult.. 14th mth..? HAHAX~ every mth just seem simply difficult i guess.. our thinking? our mind.. hais.. i reali dunno wad to do.. i reali lurve you and i wanna u know.. do not judge me wif my result.. i reali treasure you.. but is not if my result is lousy means i dun ly ku or wad.. pls dun do the same to me.. wad a darn holidays.. HEY! god.. gimme more holidays? if i reali go bonkers.. i will enjoy my life den spent finish all my munnie.. ask fang fang to go out play and hab fun again.. then off i go "downstairs" its it reali a sin not to treasure life.. did anyone change their angle of view? maybs ppl commit suicide not because of they did not treasure the life.. but mayb something forcing dem to do it.. i cant take take pressure anymore.. going to burst ahs.. hais.. gimme sum freedom kor.. its reali not the life you adn me wan. can you and me just change my life to a better one? as well as fer you too.. hais.. I REALLI DO NOT KNOW WAD I WAN! hais.. life? mayb tht mine.. god.. dun be so unfair k? grrs.. =X

I WAN FLAVOUR BURST! yeahs! okok.. shall stop all sort of craps and muz reali amde gd my words.. STUDY hard! hais.. hope so bahs.. if we both can just gave in a little to each other.. wun life be more happy and enjoyable? hais.. tml will be our cambodia camp.. hahx.. DAY-camp nia.. but nvm lah.. still looking forward to it and play wif dai nan.. hehe.. i reali hope we can go on nonetheless.. ok? HAPPY 14th MONTHS~ =)

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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