365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Dear Diary..

YUPS!
one more day nearer to our EOY! hais.. skool skool skool.. the same old bored thingy? finally finished my HARRY POTTER the 2nd books.. wahahas.. =X so happy.. gonna strat on the 3rd book now.. or mayb.. stop awhlie ferst.. =) nth reali to blog abt.. since its just skool everyday! today hab the brain washing session.. abt our result.. and those tcher are just simply saying EXPRESS EXPRESS OLEVEL OLEVEL! sucks ok? went to jon hse.. hab fun.. =) thanks guy fe rcheering me up..

i sumtime reali doubt wad i done is it worth? u seem dun care.. u look so carfree.. wad abt me? u leave me in my own world.. and off u go.. finding new lurve and friends in ya life.. HAIS! so long liao.. i abt to get used to those life.. how abt u? forgotten me already? leave me alone? tht life bah.. full of failure and blames.. if u are reali happier now.. think i reali shld let u go bahs.. no point writing all the letter and say its how many mths but in fact how many mths we didnt meet up already? keeping it all in my bag.. hoping they will get to you one day.. but nope! its impossible already~ why does studies and result matter so much? mayb wad other say is right.. i didnt bother abt my future.. but i think u matter to me.. i keep wanting to find chance to slove the thing up.. all u did is seem so unhappy and reluctant to tok or even replied me.. wad am i supposed to do.. i wanna be cool but i cant put down the thingy.. just tel me.. wad would u lyk? nth seem to bother abt you.. if u reali reali reali passed by.. pls do sumthing abt the things between us.. u seem happy but how abt me.. i reali cant take those ignorance and u claim u didnt life.. sorry.. i'm selfish.. i wan myself to be happy.. isnt you too? better life?

i simply hope so... ...

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;8:52 PM