you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
HAIS* reali wanna cry out liao.. i FAIL my gapbuster.. hai.. i reali dunno wad the hell is happening to me.. sorry everyone.. i dun mean it.. mayb ms hariyani is right.. we are just too confident in ourselve.. why didnt i gif condiment.. i dive her wad.. she buy milo.. hais.. i'm reali sadden lah.. i just damn plain no brain.. i dunno how serve.. reali dun wanna go back liao bah.. but thanks everyone hu wanna help me to fight back the point i lost.. thanks lot.. 105? please.. i'm just plain too confident.. y? i reali no shame bah.. the result reali affect me too much.. i know nno news mean bad news liao.. today paper i still damn worry abt my gapbuster result.. why.. wad did i forget to give her? how can i be so careless? y i so stupid! ARGH! no mood to smile liao bah.. sadden.. thanks juanne.. i know u all also sad i fail but still try to cheer me up.. wo ai ni.. and also stephen.. thanks lot.. i know u reali upset that i didnt get 100% but still wanna console me.. hais.. i just plain stupid.. and it's reali my fault.. sry.. think next time gap time dun risk le bah.. dun need put me in counter if reali dun wan risk ok? i wun mind.. =) hais.. just plain sad.. it affect my mood til now.. perhaps the few more days i guess..
today english paper.. nth to comment about since i dun reali hab tht fanstanstic mood k.. just dunno lah.. y my life is lyk tht.. i reali tot i can get 100 even stephen say i can get 103 but in the end 97? y? no use toking abt it.. reali lose so much confident in such a thingy liao.. so i dunno.. crying out loud bah.. since no one know how hard this blow is to me.. sigh.. mayb just no face to go back to 2nd home liao bahs.. think of how sherry, hui feng.. juanne.. peggy.. stephen will feel.. go back might still kena suan by others.. dunno can take it mahs.. sigh..
today, laine come to my hse.. use com bahs.. den i already finsihed my puzzle.. proceeding to my 2nd part of work.. hais.. but tht call spoil my everything.. no mood in doing anything.. keep thinking, wad is happening.. why i got only 97? why why why? so buried myself with lots of math assessment.. half doing half crying loh.. paper wet.. but i use pencil lucky.. hais.. I AM JUST A FOOL! A BIG BIG BIG BIG ONE! no wonder everyone is so worry wen they know i kena gapbuster.. they are right, i'm too cocky.. no wonder i fail tis time..ARGH!
so do my blog with some new song with the help of laine.. sat muz go back skool.. so boring.. hais.. i am so stupid! IT REALI BOTHER ME FOR THE WHOLE DAY! WHY DO I FAILED? HOW CAN I FAILED! I MAKE EVERYONE DISSAPOINTTED I GUESS? ITS OK LAH! I KNOW I USELESS.. TOO PROUD! fail fail fail...
friday sec paper! no mood.. nth left in my body.. finish my harry potter in skool today.. mr ong sudden say me in class.. y i work.. it gonna affect me! YAH YAH YAH! die off better.. 100% also so difficult to take.. wad the use.. hais.. i reali dunno wad to do already.. just let me go.. isolating myself!
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