365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Dear Diary..

WAHAHAAHAHS! updating again..

he is sick and injured.. wad am i supoose to do.. call him? i already did but he didnt pick up.. where is he now.. wen den will he tel me.. y he injure als odun wanna tel me and yet, i was being so unreasonable.. sending him craps stuff.. sigh.. where are you? i really nmo idea tht happened to you.. didnt reali wanna come skool..

NOW in com lab.. i wanna go update again.. sigh.. so many things happened recently.. but wad matter to me is whether he still wan me mahs.. giving him pressure isnt wad i wan but i just dun dare to think the life without him liao.. i reali dunno.. he's injured.. he didnt wanna reply me.. SARAH! i hope you reali will reply me.. she send me at 1am last night.. wad does it mean? i hab so many question to ask her.. y is his phone with u? y so late he still with u? how is he? where is he now? so many so many.. but hu can reply me? i reali dunno liao..

ytd.. went back IMM.. juanne suggest tht i scream to the freezer.. but wad shld i do went i scream i will cry. .for sure.. i will cry.. i reali misses him but his life seem unaffected..

now.. i only hope he's well and he could reply me tel me how is he now.. my mind is so confuse u know.. i heard he is injured, i reali heart sank.. wad am i supposed to do wen u fdun even bother to reply me.. y is u getting injured? y? y cant it be me.. sigh..

MS yong ensure tht i will get promoted to sec4 express as only one person is retained. thanks god.. wad am i supposed to do lahs..

ARE YOU ALRIGHT? if yoiu see tis, i just wanna tel you.. i didnt blame you k? i reali wanna you back.. so long tht you are well and fine, i am the idiots.. hu didnt treasure you enuff.. i didnt tel ya how much i regrets.. but i dun wanna leave with regrets as i already doing now.. i am sorry for wad hab happened.. are u alright? i dunno.. reali dunno.. y did i treat you lyk tis i nthe first place.. y?

anyway, i just hope all the bad thing happen to me instead of you.. i rather suffer than see you lyk tht.. hope you are well.. i cant even see you, wad the hell i doing.. may all retribution in me.. i become damn sad wen things turn out lyk tht.. i cant help him.. i cant do anything already.. i am waiting.. for you to msg me.. take it as i beg you.. reply me alright? just wanan klnow if you are well.. tkc.. and no matter wad.. i lurve you lots.. reali alot.. after yur frene sms me, i know, you meant alot to me.. reali alot to me.. i hope you can treat me better and just one request.. reply me.. tkc..

I LURVE IMM MAC! ITS GONNA BE HOLIDAY! =) YEAHS! WO AI HOLIDAYS! wahahhas..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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