365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Monday, December 05, 2005

Dear Diary..

i am just feeling, sad i think.. i just don't know why, it alway become like that.. the tighter you hold on to it, the shorter it wuld last.. so am i really holding too tight to YOU? ok, i really wanan hold on to YOU, but why does it appear to be lyk so difficult for us.. drifting further or mayb it just lyk what i say a committment to each other? through thick and thin, but do i actually matter to you now? ARGH! why does it hab to happen to me? i don't know..

i gave godpa a big headace again.. so we was msg-ing with each other.. i was telling him, do guys really don't like girls to be so irritating or wad? wad does boys want actually? so godpa was saying its a bother to step in such thingy and a burden too.. yes, i know.. godpa.. but wad shld i do? hais.. so godpa say he will cousel me.. but, i dunno lahs.. i geeting so FED UP WITH SUCH PROBLEMS! ok, i dunno.. PEACE! wahahhas.. i wanna go mad i wanan be happy.. i wanna EMATH forver! so i hab my AFC members.. so nvm..

ok, MAKARA email me again.. ;) ok, i am sry pa, i didnt meant to worry you.. hmm.. yah, its a sercret betwwen me and pa.. mrs chew so bz.. wahahs.. after mr S stuff, i am free from mrs chew.. next year, she will be back.. yesh.. okok, i just hope ur promise for everlasting is true ok? whahhas.. i hate working but i lurve going to mac.. hehe.. okok.. MUACKS! =D thanks godpa and darling rach for consoling me.. hmm.. i <3 you all..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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