365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Dear Diary..

OKOK! today is a wednesday! it's my off day too.. x) so lyk finally i get to rest? LOLS! i don't know too.. i think i hab been resting or sumthing? lols.. so actually, tml i offday is tml too, but THEY NEED ME&FANG! x) so we got to work tml too.. ARGH! 11-6, the time is acceptable.. not too early nor late.. hehe.. so i agree to work also lahs.. no money mahs.. hahax.. so today me, juanne & fang went for shopping SPREE! lols, it lyk tml is CNY or sumthing, we went to shop non stop ok.. LOLS! i kinda worry for my POSB! itf it burst, i gonna go bonkers.. lols.. it my life anyway, my money, my style, my happiness.. so for wad you shld gif a damn? i already work so hard just enjoy myself lah.. (ohh, the comment isn't to anyone, but some console words for myself.. LOLS!) =x hehe.. so i brougt a blouse& skirt, since they say they nv see me wear skirt b4 -_-' kinda true! HAHAX! alright, guess my mood isnt tht worst after all.. hehe..

so early in the morning i hab to wake myself up for the gathering with geraldine, xuan min & man li.. erm, its lyk meet at 12 and i only wake up around i think 1115? hahax.. super late loh.. wear contact lens and stuff.. and i walk out of my house at 1150, hahax.. nvm lahs.. they wait for me awhile and we reached plaza.. erm, changed super lot loh, i lyk suaku lyk tht, nv see plaza for so long.. =))) so we went, but i become so grumpy with stuff tht i hab to wake up so early.. hahax.. so eat and chit chat, we went to ms lim hse, ohhhmmyyygoodd! KAI EN is so cute can!!! he look super cute and chubby.. lols.. erm, yupss!!~ i keep pinching his cheekkk.. HAHAX! he look cute lahs, so the four of us keep treating him as toy or sumthing.. carry and play, HAHAX! ok, its funny lah.. don't know how long den we can meet up.. hahax..

so i decided for lyk super long for a PUMAAAAA leather baggg! but too sad! i can't find a one i lyk.. i tot bugis street is lyk full of stuff i wan! hahax.. so we went shopping for clothes instead, i still must buy one pair of heels.. hahax.. so women nowadays.. :) so we 3 was lyk shopping queen or sumthing, we stay in a shop for lyk an hr or half.. it lyk quite long loh.. hahax.. so fang wanan get wei jian a bag but we both can't find sumthing we really lyk.. ohh, i change the cover for my hpppp! lyk finally lor it can change a image.. becos it super rusty or sumthing.. so ugly loh.. but nv judge my phone by its cover! understand peeps! =) so we went to look for so much stuff.. it lyk very nice loh the stuff dere.. i don't know, if the clothes can fit me i will buy all.. hahax.. so fang went to try one clothes, and it lyk she so skinny ok, and the clothes is free size, she tel us she cant sqqueze into it, so hahax.. funny loh.. it's lyk super fun shop with them.. bargain queen also.. hahax.. i can't stand it lahs.. my feet is super hurting.. lols.. so juanne finally buy her SHE cd.. better lend me hor.. LOLS! okok.. craps lah me..

erm, so we went hm after that.. i dint found any of my puuummmaa bag, sian diao loh.. next week skool reopen.. i didnt finish my hmwk.. HAHAX! cos my aim is for olevel cert, not the CA marks lah.. lols.. okok.. i shall try to do also.. erm also tht today we went to bugis half way..a nd this was this train service which stoppeed, juanne was lyk saying it might be spoil, but sumhow just a feeling telling me, someone jump down the platform again.. i dunno, it sort of feeling.. hahax.. so i didnt reali care abt tht.. so we went to our shopping trip.. wahhas.. bugis change super alot, so pls go there and shop lahs.. LOLS! =)))

ok, i don't know is i too sensitive or whether i hab this right to be sensitive, i just think i'm nobody to you bahs.. i just thinking whether i am the "disturbance one" you mentioned.. i dun wanna know and i dunno.. i hope i isn't and i wish i never be, she bring a smile to you every morning, i think i will nv do tht bahs.. or everytime morning you saw this " 1 mesage recieved" you hope is her when you pressing to your inbox, but sometime the outsome is me or sumthing? i don't know, and your mood go deeppp down.. guess it true bahs.. hmm, i didn't say you belong to just me.. or either i'm blaming you for everything.. i jsut upset with myself, i cant even bring a smile to you or smth? forget it bahs.. i reali super sad with myself, i think you really need her loh, hmm.. i'm irritating sometime? she never be irritating.. she someone you hoped for, someone you always wan.. yah, since i that irritating, den i just be busy with my stuff.. you know, when i saw you at town, i tried to talk to oyu, you don;t seem to care.. its not a comment from me that you don't care.. even siying or huei bao also say : why he lyk dun care you one? i really don't know how to reply him.. because i'm irritating at times? hahax! i just keep quiet loh.. X) i think i'm not irritaing at times.. but always bahs.. thanks for giving the tot tht you still care for me.. it's just some wish or sumthing.. just be accompanied by her ok? HAHAHAHAHAHAH! school reopening soon.. WOOSH!

okok, i wanan go so many places, i didnt blame anyone for this outsome or ending =) because it always take two hand to clapss.. hahax.. mayb you might be thinking i am childish ofr sumthing? or wad right do i hab to be angry with such stuff, just for clarifying, i'm not angry with you.. & i know i dun hab the right to be angry with YOU, buti just hoped at least i hab tis basic right to be angry with MYSELF! thankwee... KINGKONG RAWKS~ i'm mad.. woo, school reopen pls.. buried myself with bz bz bz stuff.. hmm, i gonna talk with fang fang.. thank for everything you gave me.. i dun wan to be this disturbance of your life anymore.. =)

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;9:47 PM