you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
ERM, i'm backs.. ARGHS! got work ltr.. =x sucks..
*i thought i will never fall for him.. his smile is so sweets tht it brighten my days.. i'm so eager for his attention, the way he toks and everything.. did i really falen for him, or is just another illusion? i don't know, and i wasn't gonna think about tht.. it seriously impossible even after so much time we spent together.. i'm sorry to confess tht, but it's just isnt right for us to be together..*
most ppl will never know who it is.. cos i didnt tel anyone.. sigh, i got no emath textboo, mr koh gonna kill me soon.. i felt seriously stupid alright during emath.. hais.. guess i need to practise more.. i don't know if the school realise, we have so much remedials and test and still we need to go for cca, we isn't a robort, fine, its just sec4 life if most of them read tht.. hais.. sucks.. i isn't in any good mood to joke or be happy, i'm seriously tired and eel lyk asleep.. i haven complete so much hmwk, and all of them are asking me to work.. meath, physics, chemistry, f&n.. MT.. more and more is coming.. its lyk whole load of hmwk, i still have to work.. we have to prepare for wad stupid event.. and band too, isnt tht free.. hais..
i just feel i wasnt myself today.. i have been lyk ignoring or not tht looking forward to eamth anymore.. i didnt say mr koh isnt tht great, but lyk i say i wasn't myself.. mayb i seriously felt neglected.. hais.. of cos, it isnt mr koh who neglect me.. but just someone, who is important to me.. forget it, saying anot, nothing will cahnge.. and we have cheer and stuff.. i'm super tired lahs.. i dunno why, i just feel evrything isnt ylk before so beautiful, busy busy busy.. hais* why on earth is life lyk this.. alright, got emath graph hmwk, i dunno hhow to do..
i isnt complaining, even if i am i dun have tht rank to do so.. life is just so unfair.. when everything tht is given to you is temporary.. i have to rush my calss tee out.. i ahve seriously no time to waste anymore.. -_-" mr koh didnt joke too much today.. all of us get down to serious work.. graph graph and more more graph.. i already done mine.. left sommemore.. emath test on monday.. it gonna kills me soon.. cambodia on monday.. rush here and there.. did the school again realise, we are seriously tired and worn out? hais.. no one will ever understand tht i guess..
i just hope to get a nice sleep.. i'm sick and everything, i cant enjoy life.. hais.. i just hope everything go my ways.. ohya, ying&min got some GPA or eagle something award.. i felt totally hopeless.. its lyk so left out.. not by them but is by myself again.. i so demoralised ok.. wad motivation, craps lah.. olevel o level.. so fast ok.. i wanna get some nap.. i wanna sleep.. i just hope money fallen from sky.. i just hope he wuld care abt me.. hope hope hope.. nth will ever come true.. sigh.. *need someone to tok to badly*
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PROFILE
PEICHING
fifteen
25April
Greenridge sec
4E3
CRAVINGS
pass my maths tests
turtle paradise
ADORES
4E3
Precious*
* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .