365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Dear Diary..

SIGH, i don;t know what to update too.. x( hais, i hurt ppl again! ARGHS! why am i always hurting you my dear.. i have been like saying sorry for how many god damn time.. and still i ffel so bad abt wad i have done to you and to myself, forgive me alright? i really treasure and lurve you the most.. believe me k?

hais* i get so fed up with myself, i start crying in store.. just don't know why, it lyk thinking and thinking.. i hab been hurting you too much time, and everything is lyk a history again, we hab to restart everything.. sigh, i just hope i isnt a burden to you for now, i know you already got another her, i don't been part of your life is still wad you wan, or is it just something you hab to spent time on it, you get wad i mean? i get so stress up tht i don't to leave or not to leave is a better choice.. do you understand how i feel now? i am lyk in a haze, i cant see what happening clearly.. i just feel tht, i shldnt deserve ur time.. mayb u are saying craps* but pls, think abt wad i hab say, try putting yourself in my shoe.. can?

i can only say i'm sorry, i will try to made it up to you.. hais.. alright, after much thinking, perhaps i shld really get a pass den sms you, i don't even know i can achieve tht anot.. hais.. mr koh & mr ong, help me lahs.. >( i dunno wad to do liao.. anyway, EMATH HOLIDAY WORKSHEET WILL BE DUE BY TML 9/1/06 please pass it to me asap.. before 5pm tht wad mr koh say lah.. mayb he lost liao by 5pm. =x tml lesson is just a word.. DARRRNNNN BORING! hahax..

just hope tml everyone finish their work.. dunno why mr koh choose me as his rap.. =) i'm cute mayb? hehe.. sorry abt everything i hab done to you, i'm currently in a daze to think abt our future or my future.. gimme some time to change, i just know i lurve you lots.. sorry.. and bye! ;)

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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