365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Dear Diary..

ITS THURSDAY! tml is a FRIDAY! ;) finally.. HAHAHAHAX~

alright, start my day with emath emath chemistry chemistry poa chinese chinese english english F&N F&N.. LOLS! hmm, there something suprise for us, GODPA check our work! =x hahax.. he usually wun do tht.. he'll just ask us to do and nv spot check our hmwk.. most of them didnt complete the work.. around 2 from each grp.. and got 2 grp has everyone standing up.. ahahax.. around 18 ppl stand up.. hahax.. and as usual he shout at us! i mean not us, but some other of them.. well, he got so angry and none of us dare to talk.. i did everything, so i need not stand up! x) so, he got angry and sit infront.. he got us to do 2 question, ohgosh! i can get it, but my calculator dun lyk me.. =( so he was lyk saying if i have any question to ask, i actually dun dare to ask.. but he ask me mahs.. so i ask, and tis result in everyone den start asking.. sort of lyk entertaining ourselve loh.. no jokes in class.. hahax.. omg, next week monday will be my math common test.. sucks! but he teach me most of my question.. and finally i get to teach ppl.. i felt seriously happy abt tht.. ;)

hmm, so joseph change to sitting infront of me! so was lyk having lots of fun.. and we sing, play again.. i mean me, rach, jurrel and joseph! best bud! hahax.. chinese as usual funny.. i was having lots of arguement with mr ng, he claim tht yong wei is crazy.. its quite true.. =x LOLS! fun fun day! and i saw godpa and keep bug him for present! LOLS! and he was lyk giving me his box.. crazy fellow! ahahx.. i tok more den usual today! and there geo, the few of us was lyk playing again.. and mrs lim say she doesnt lyk to see us so relax.. crazy! well, this is the different reaction:

mr koh: emath will end 4.30pm today!
we : huh? serious ahs? so early mehs? YEAHS! =D
mrs lim: geo will end at 430 today!
we : WAHLAO! so late? ARGHS! crap lahs!

well, see.. i dunno y, tis my class reaction! yippee.. ohya, just now godpa reveal something! he sy mr ong is out to kill all of us! i mean the emath paper, and he blink.. which means mayb the paper isnt difficult, or we wun get killed! good news! hahax.. and ohya, godpa finish the whole cup of tea! YEAHS! seriously, i miss the days we are allow to go out and relax for almost everyday, now we are all so stress up.. its just sucks lah..

well, go find godpa after geo, he teach me locus! ARGHS! i just dun understand, and seem lyk i didnt put in enough effort to understand too! there suppose to be 3 test today and all of it been cancelled! omg, how fortuanate can we be? x) i wanna rest.. sat me and saiful going back again! YEAHS! so happy.. ohya, i taught saiful emath too.. and jurrel say he have trust in my emath, so he lend it to copy! yippee..

WAD IF I PASS MY COMMON TEST? =) i am dreaming again.. wells, gtg get some rest, i am super tired.. hmm, we isnt part of tht cambodia team anymore.. i miss those kids.. anyway, whatever.. its just lyk i am so used to getting scolded from mrs lim over nothing.. basically, it really nothing.. hmm, there something wrong for going for emath? well, seriously, i wanna go emath den tht stuff.. blah blah! hahx..

omg, i start to love school more and more.. i am lame lahs.. well, i felt so pressurize now an dscare or rather worry.. i felt so lonely, without him or anyone.. but still i must act to be happy, cos my peeps doesnt deserve to see me sad! HAIS! i dunno.. but well, i feel so alone without anyone, so depressed and i am on the verge of breaking down any time.. if i really cry out will it be better? everything is hide within me.. i just hope to feel tht relax once more.. OLEVEL OLEVEL OLEVEL! thts what all the tcher have been saying for dunno how many times.. still, i feel so afriad to myself.. if anyone of you see this, please cheer me up alright? hais.. well, i will just continue to sing, since it de-stress.. i wun go tel mr koh anymore, i know he's so busy.. and he even forget abt his stuff.. well, i will just tok to myself.. I FEEL SO STRESS! i haven have a nice sleep for like very long.. every night i will just keep worry, is there any test or hmwk i haven complete.. everything.. SIGH! what am i suppose to do now? i just hope tml mrs chew will be free to talk to me, i miss her so much.. hais.. makara too, i will miss ya.

there's tht fukking CCA tml, well, i not turning up, perhaps a letter from mum will do? x) wadever, i see tht brat face i just feel even more tired.. sigh, seriously, i ahve enough.. stupid school, keep making us go CCA, MEETINGS, REMEDIALS and long hours of lesson without breaks.. hmm, i didnt see mr ong today, just wonder how's he? I AM STRESS!! mayb i will go shao mei's temple to sit for awhile.. just to clam myself down..

well, seriously i miss you, you know? if you already give up on your promise, what am i suppose to do..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;6:13 PM