365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, February 10, 2006

Dear Diary..

SIGH! i am came blogging after a few hrs of nap.. seriously, it cant cure my eyebag or anything.. but seriously, beside stress i dunno wad to say.. hais.. its my last year.. hmm, today there is the olevel release.. hmm, everything is above expectation.. hais.. so nervous loh.. hmm, all our frene did alright lahs.. lyk yuqi got 15 for L1R5.. bao yuan did badly.. she got 38.. hais.. well, of cos she dissapoint godpa lahs.. aiya whatever.. next year will be us waiting for all tis..

hmm, didnt tok to godpa much.. he tried to say hi or smth.. i just wave, seriously tired and piss abt rach stuff.. she cant attend emath tml.. so aiya just just blah blah blah stuff.. hais.. tml there is emath again! x( even though i can choose to go back or dun go back.. but i think nvm lahs, just go loh.. hmm, i dunno y min and ying dislike godpa, well.. i felt really hurt when they critizied godpa.. but well, its human nuture isnt tht true? i dun lyk ms liew as much as godpa.. so it just something we cant change bahs.. godpa isnt tht sad or smth abt the result.. its lyk his amath all 100% pass or smth.. hais..

hmm, i dunno why, mr koh is my godpa but the thing is i did mind when ppl keep saying tht his my godpa.. i dunno why too.. hmm, its lyk they will owei go tel your godpa blah blah blah.. i mean yah lah, he my godpa den u expect me do wad? ask him shut mehs? hais.. i also pity him lahs, he is blessed by some of us but his amath students did anyone appreciate wad he do? its lyk even he keep them back, he himself still have to stay back rite? i seriously know he dun lyk tht loh.. its lyk just be more appreciative.. you got a good teacher, good enviroment.. just stay lah.. you think godpa prefers to stay mehs? hais.. even sat also came bac kto help those weak in emath students.. he can spent his days at home lahs.. i just felt so agitated when they keep saying godpa purposely wanna them come back.. its not PURPOSELY he just hope to help.. tht all.. next year when you all got your result with A, i dun think anyone will go tell my godpa, HEY THANKS! will you all wun loh.. den all his hard work is just wanna see we guys got a good pass in emath&amath.. thts all.. is he asking for too much for all of us to stay back? i dunno, mayb you ppl, who reading my blog muz be thinking i am over protecting my godpa.. i seriously know you all need a break.. but i am not enjoying it either.. the reason i keep attending is just one thing, i know he wan all of us to pass, and the best thank you is to pass emath and dun let him down.. seriously, when every monday, wednesday, saturday, you all trying to complain to me lyk ask him stop it.. he 's sick.. and all those craps.. pls think b4 you all do it.. cos i wil lclassified you as ungrateful! hmm, i dunno lah, just stp scolding my godpa infront of me can? i beg you guys lah.. if you all really need to scold, just dun scold infront of me.. THANKS!

well, i am sorry if you felt offended by me.. everyone have someone they respect or protect.. i just think wad my godpa do is right.. ok? thanks.. hmm, i still considering wanna drop POA! cos weijian promise to teach me.. hais.. whatever.. i dunno wad to say already.. just forget abt tht ok.. i mean it lyk i just hope ppl wun grumble.. i am in a difficult position.. something, i did curse and swear lahs.. i felt guilty after tht .. i am sorry lah..

i dunno why, today i ignore godpa.. i am sorry ok! hmm, godpa, i just seriously felt tired lahs... emath emath and more emath.. muz go do locus.. i dunno wad can equaldistant.. HAIS! bye peeps.. i am sorry if you are one of them hu curse godpa infront of me.. i'm just sorry lah..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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