365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, February 24, 2006

Dear Diary..

well, i update already.. but since nth to do, i shall update again.. i was rushing my skty's card.. kind of fed up with myself, tht i was lyk thinking abt other stuff when doing the card.. i dunno, and seriously i dun wish to know..

i was lyk so anxious to get his msg, as long as my hpone appear, message recieved, i will be so anxious.. sigh, i have been holding back tears everytime in school.. i know most of them know i am feeling down, but they just cant do a thing to cheer me up.. but thanks, whenever i'm in class, seriously.. i feel better.. i cant imagine if life without you peeps.. seriously, a thanks is never enough..

finish counting all the $ and i sat down and start thinking.. i dunno how will i be in emath tml, perhaps mayb really happy, or mayb i will just breakdown and cry when i sat down with godpa, i dun wan ppl to think i am attracting his attention, hais* i am kind afraid, losing him, my emath, all my blah blah studies..

perhaps i will stop crying and stop letting you feel as a burden or stuff, if failing affect you so much, den i wun let my failing affect you.. i dunno if you will ever sms me, mayb wun or nv will.. hais!

i'm sorry but i wish nothing of this has happened..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;11:34 PM