365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, February 24, 2006

Dear Diary..

YUPS!x) i am back from sport heats, was being drag by mr tan to be a timekeeper.. hahax.. he joker lahs.. i mean well, i lyk him so much! shalala.. it kind of bored i think.. hahx..

nothing much happen in school, as usual, i am super busy abt class tee stuff, i going bonkers soon.. hahx.. but ohwell, i have joseph&jurrel! hmm, it rawks lah.. hahx.. skip chinese MT remedial, since i am so clever =x tml there emaht. kind of fun i think? nothing will cheer me up other than being with my peeps, or attending emath, i mean well, not i lyk mr koh but just seeing him indicate the promise i made, and i will smile.. HAHX!

hmm, life is as usual, you can say its fun or rather bored for lesson.. i dunno is i sensitive or stuff, i keeep hearing sad song, tht make me really going mad and sad.. breakfast for tml, no idea wad to get for mr chui, well.. godpa already ask those amath students to buy him breakfast, mayb i sms him tml.. sigh..

hmm, superteen? hahx.. kind of looking forward.. HAHAX! yups, it gonna rawks for sure ;) AFC! sigh, i dunno wad to do too.. perhaps camp will not let me feel sad abt anything tht gonna happen around me.. its kind of saddening..

well, ytd i stay awake and waited for his reply, he didnt reply.. its not his fault, it my doing..=) i wait til 12+ and i am really tired i fall asleep, i keep waking up and look at my phone, no reply.. kind of angry with myself, and start having tears in my eyes.. i dunno, if i dun sms, he also dun sms, will it just be gone.. perhaps, i seriously meant nothing bahs.. i dunno.. i am super upset with myself..

i gonna take a nap or smth, wake up and do the giant card for godpa.. hmm, he w as lyk hinting his watch is lyk for 8years already! hahax.. =x well, godpa bear with it, you gonna get a new one soon.. ;) hahx... i dunno.. tht hte only joy i have bahs.. organising event and made my calss and myself happy.. =D

life just so meaningless to me.. lyk nothing better to do, i am super upset.. hais, no mood to keep saying abt it, he will nv be able to read it.. hais.. i am not attracted to godpa, he is just my entertainer.. =x well, wadever, i am completely blank out for the moments.. seriously, wad can i say? i miss you..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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