365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Dear Diary..

hmm, finally my daily routine of updating.. i just walking hm and realised i am really doing 6 subjects? and currently tellin or rather asking mr koh for advised if i shld drop away my poa, most of my peeps say dun worth it.. and min&ying already gave me their opinion when school term start, dun drop..

i got mr koh reply.. he didnt ans my dorp or not question.. but he say just absent myself on tht paper.. nothing much to affect abt tht.. hmm, kind of true.. mayb i really wanna drop poa to focus on emath and my weaker subject such as chemistry.. i keep telling myself, i shld repay mr lee vic also.. but i worry i cant made it.. hais.. see how nice godpa is.. he is having amath remedial and smsed me at the same time.. i got him to expain to my mum abt dropping tht sub.. since i cant made it.. they keep telling me i hab nothing to fall back on if i dun do well now.. wells, i am kind of stress now.. nicholas is dissapointed at me, even he dun say, his look made me feel so.. hmm, godpa agree me dropping POA! my only one supporter.. and no one gif a damn... hais..

well, i went back to school late.. it suppose to start at 9 but i reach at 920.. cos buy breakfast mahs.. in the end, mr koh dump us there and went for meeting.. he didnt wear calss tee.. ARGHS! i am angry mr koh! hahax.. so well, finish most of it.. left somemore to be completed.. i am thinking of staying over for amath.. to do my emeaht.. but well, it look weirds.. hahx.. but i am glad i drop my poa, i officailly join koh lesson and means i wun feel so left out for amath.. when my 2 babe are having amath.. hmm, now is really choing for emath.. i seriously gonna get a A1 for sure.. for emath.. my taget is kind of unbelievable..

eng-b3
chinese-a1
emath-a1
fnn-a1
combine(H)-a1
combine (s)- b4

ahahx.. unrealistic.. but ohwells, i achieved my 2 a1 already.. i gonna push myself harder for combineH and emath.. hehe.. hmm, focus.. well, school is kind of boredoom.. mr lee is so busy with his stuff.. and mr ong is not in school.. mr koh in meeting.. hahx.. i dunno lahs.. i really hoped i can get amath.. well, i will pass my amath.. if life can restart.. =x okok.. my class rawks lah.. i love them..

hmm, going back mac ltr.. tml, no event yet, but so many stuff haven do yet.. my emath and geo.. now i love emath and geo so much.. ahahx.. my geo got kind of high.. hahx.. prouder rite? omg, i haven reply mr koh.. dunno wad to say.. keep insist he must tok to ms eng.. ms eng isnt tht happy abt me dropping my poa.. and i am happy abt it.. hahx.. shalala.. i gonna change and go out..

i miss my kor, there really so much stuff i agree to mr koh but i am simply doing nothing abt it.. hais.. well, wad if godpa knows? hahax..hmm, friendship is really something i depend on.. i feel kind of guilty to treat my mum lyk tis.. i mean i am angry.. but she just gave in.. i dunno.. hais.. godpa, helps!

hmm, well, seriously so pissed off about myself.. i went to cambodia before.. godpa have been telling em so much stuff.. and yet, i am so unappreciative.. i am even angrier to myself.. sigh.. i let mr lee sc down again.. worry he will go crazy if he see my result.. OMG! hais.. my L1R5- 23 marks.. L1B4-17.. hmm, NOT GOOD~ it sucks.. i got 17 but i got nowhere to go.. cos i flunk english.. wad the shit rite? hahx..

i just wanan say sorry to everyone..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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