365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Dear Diary..

hmm, TODAY IS OUR GR OFFICIAL HOLIDAY! but oh well, some of us still have to go to school.. ;)

* wanted to tell those people that when i'm feeling down, you guys are always there for me.. asking what happen? who bully me? dun like tht.. every stuff you ppl say touches my heart.. i know we dun really have much time to play, throw temper, make lots of noise with one another but well, i seriously love you ppl to very bits.. without anyone life just look so different.. x) regardless of classess, whether mr koh wil lscold you ppl who skip his remedial with me and blah blah stuff.. you guys just refuse to left me alone.. i really appreciate what you guys done for me.. everything and everything.. including SCOLDING NICKY! =x

someone out there is angry with soome other stuff.. but i dunno who is so daring to made him angry. .and he is none other than my godpa.. hais.. ppl keep bugging me asking wad happen to him, how am i suppose to know? i feel really bad seeing him like that.. i keep asking myself.. my fault? i dunno..

ytd, skip godpa remedials, cos of some upsetting stuff, so godpa didnt demand a reason instead asking me, am i alright? this is the first time i really leave him alone? haha.. i dunno.. thanks for your concern, but i'm really fine now.. =) ohya, pass a note to him saying: sorry, not feeling unwell just bad mood! bye! and guess wad this dumbby say? he said to linjia & shirely: i knew it already! ( in the sense that i always pass him letter) hahax.. so he told them : see her mood like that, surely got herself drunk. and he refuse to reply any of my smses, without telling me why and wad happen? hais.. wad happen again? i didnt do anything rite? hais..

i get really freak out with stuff like tht. it's like so annoyed tht ppl will get bad mood and stuff.. hais.. i dunno, i really cant control myself.. i dunno if he still trust me mahs.. i just feel it something to do with me, that's why he appear to be so cold and dun wanna talk to me.. hais.. perhaps i am sensitive.. i dunno..

today went back, ask him help me photocopy stuff, is mr lee ask me de mahs, den hor, he say how many sets? den i told him liao, he was like " I DUN UNDERSTAND WAD YOU ARE SAYING" with his super black face again.. well, hais.. why why why? den followed by i say bye to him, he was like bye.. i dunno, but sense he's not in his usual self.. hais..

so went to klunch and play mahjong after tht.. i am really addict! hahax.. it so cool! actually wanna ask mr koh be one of the kaki but he so fierce who dare to ask him.. hahx.. so TRICIA BROUGHT ME KINDER SURRRPPPPRRRIIISSSEEE! x)

well, i just godpa will get himself ok again.. i am sorry if i am the one who made you angry.. dui bu qi.. omg, mahjong is super fun! mr ong i wanna go catch mermaid with you lah.. pls! hhahax.. mr koh suan me abt i getting myself drunk.. wadever.. he sound sad tht i go drink.. disappointed most probably.. concentrate in math, ignore all the irrelevant stuff.. he didnt know what i am upset about and he say tht.. hais.. my godpa.. you are really too much.. hais..

you took away my happiness in exchange of my memories.

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;7:44 PM