you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
i have not being updating daily, cos i am super busy with so much stuff that is happening this few days. hmm, i felt better now, after mr ong gave me a call.. he's really funny.. and always never failed to made me smile on my own. hahaha.. he was scolding me that when he's driving, i keep calling him.. hey, it a week ago.. and you are calling me back now.. wad if i have been kidnapped, dun you feel bad huh? lols.. but at least, he bother to called me after his trip from malaysia and without buying me anything.. this blah blah man.. =( he said stuff i wan is always expensive and he cant afford.. heh heh heh.. suddenly made me think of mr koh again.. sigh.. why now i really appreciate mr ong call? forget it, mr ong is gonna catch mermaid tml.. ask him bring me along, he say i disturb.. mr ong, i love you! dunno when can ask him teach me math.. wahahahs.. so cool!
hmm, have been thinking over about the stuff that koh did.. it already so many days and i have already cool myself down, beside he's coming back in 3 days time.. but no doubt, i wun talk to him or wad.. cos i hope my feelings will still be take into consideration and he can explain to me, but doubt so.. so be it.. i got nothing i wish and demand from him befor ppl say i am bias and that mrs lim gonna comment about me again.
the bbq tht is coming up next is cool. we gonna have lots and lots of fun i guess.. cos fun anot depend on you wanna participate anot. that so much stuff i haven start doing, like the planning f games and stuff.. gonna take alot alot alot photo and videos.. heh heh.. and on tht day, ppl who always bully me, you all watch out, cos i and my committee members are out to kill you all.. just hope it a fun fun day, cos 4e3 gonna meet again and most imptly, there's mahjong! i gonna go really crazy about it! and the 21st i have to go to sheng siong hopefully tht day, no one will ps me with mr koh alone, cos i will really kill myself! dun worry, i will drag rach along.. hahaha.. if koh cant made it, mayb i will ask mr ong for help. .to drive me there.. at most buy him lunch loh! i love mr ong! he's super cute! like big teddy bear! hhahax.. =x he will suan me if he see this..
i finish up my specimenb, 5year series 2004 & 2005 paper1.. left one more.. i gonna challenge myself to finish cherry bible revision 3, cool! if i can do it, i will reward myself.. sound pathetic.. haha.. but who cares. joachim is funny, he called me one night asking if dad smsed me.. and we was lyk arguing who's dad favourite, but it dun amtter to me now! =) cos i know i have a great brother, joachim tan! haha.. i mean by talking to anyone of them, it made me feel happier cos i know i am never alone and none of my friends are! cos at least you ppl have me!
to qissy and prees, thanks. i mean last time we are dead-enemy and it really funny about our history.. shh.. dun mention it anymore.. and ida! haha.. i mean you ppl always there in the dark looking after me.. giving me a hand when i falls. no matter you ppl are in the dark or always beside me, i know all of ya are my guardian angels without anyone, i will die terribly.. but dun worries, you ppl are never forgotten.. thanks and i really love you all.. i am sorry about my unreasonable and noisy but i hope i did bring you ppl joy.. i love you.
hmm, 3 more days.. will he start feeling guilty when he saw the card.. wad exactly i am feeling, i dun have an idea.. i just know i have buried myself under busyness to forget everything. BBQ, friends, jian lin, math.. and lots more.. art fista.. i haven come up with the planning... food and fun fair.. claps programme and also busket corner.. haha. .even some i am not directly incharge, but i am honour to always have the place to give my ideas.. thanks 4e3, you ppl rawks.. rmb to do hmwk lah.. i done mine! dun ltr he scold again, all of you stare at me! -_-"
kind of confident i can work in my budget.. heh heh heh.. so shiok.. cos everything i got the first hand from everyone. .thanks to nysa , tricia and ida.. and myself.. it's alright to thank myself sometime.. hahax.. i have not been feeling down or wadever this few days.. cos i know sumthing..
he didnt break the promise if i didnt break mine. i know i didnt break mine, so why shld i worry if he meant anot to cheat me.. somemore, it's tiring to hate someone.. he's someone once upon the time i respect, until now it still will be.. just let nature take it course.. but i realised something, compare me, joachim and weilin.. me and joachim lost. cos weilin batch to him is his precious.. perhaps, i might won my other juniors.. but does it matter? i just hope i can talk to him like i used to be.. calling him zhu tou when i hide behind the pillars.. waiting for him under his block.. playing 3 notes of gitar for him or rather, saying : thnak you for dumping us away." i dunno if i can treat him like i used to be.. mayb can.. after i heard his reason? or i might never been able to do so.. i cant be so petty.. hmm, perhaps, he dun meant it.. i hope everything is a dream.. i'm living in my own dreams.. well, wadever it will be, i love mr koh? haha.. i dunno too, it been a week since i mention him as mr koh or rather godpa.. i dunno why, "godpa" this word sound weird now.. well, i'm really looking forward to the BBQ, sooooooo cool! =)
no comments about him and myself. suppose to go east coast but i'm so tired.. just feel like sleeping.. haha.. i finish my math wad. ohya, ytd i did msg koh about math stuff.. telling him i finish my math but lastly ended with a i am still angry with you.. haha.. wadever.. no mood to change colour. .cos i am not in a very super good mood.. but a alright mood.. jian lin didnt wan to meet me.. i dunno wad to do too.. but i will keep disturb him til he's out.. argh.. BBQ name list is not out yet.. hahaha.. if not i cant plan the games lah.. i need their grouping soon.. haha.. sian 1/2.
i gonna watch my new show.. not bad.. haha.. gtg.. love you ppl.. escpecially my mr ugune ong! =)
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* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
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* nysa .