365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Dear Diary..

JIAN LIN IS MAKING ME GO CRAZZZZYYYY! =)

there's as usual emath! i just dun believe mr koh love us so much, he keep keeping us back.. but anyway, there's a miracle..

MR KOH TEE YONG RELEASE US EARLY 15 MINUTES TODAY!

ohhh, and i am so happy! i got the sense of satifiscation.. JIAN LIN do his math faithfully with me today! around 2 hrs and we really do it together.. but of cos i keep hitting him! hmm, actually he's nice lah, not like what ppl always judge him as useless.. which seriously i dun think he's.. he was like so samrt can, some question i dunno wan, he will teach me.. and he's really clever mahs.. hmm, so cool! and we have lots of fun! i kind of feel more confident towards having him to study wor.. but sigh! too sad, lots of ppl have given up the hope.. ohwells, no comment.. but my dear jian lin got 10/15 for his math test. and mr koh gave him this smilely ;) like tht! and me 11/15, i got nothing! =( bleahs.. so samuel brought me ribena after that! so cute loh, he's nice no doubt!

hmm, i heard them say that godpa was laughing at me when i sit with sam.. i mean it's lyk sitting with him will made him sit down and do his hmwk mahs, why not? so despite ppl laughing and jeering, i perserver on to do my math with him.. so stupid mr koh was lyk wwadever me and jian lin was talking about, he will laugh.. -_-" so funny mehs? butwell, godpa say i perserver on with samuel.. ohh, sam gave me this flying kiss * maucks* hahahahah! so godpa was so funny after emath ended, he said something to me like this :

koh: you really perserver on with samuel huh? good good!
me: hmm, of cos, he's nice wad!
koh: i worry he will like you or you will like him.. ri jiu sheng qing..
me:wun wan lah, samuel wun lyk me t his type of girl, he say i too naggy.
koh:but it's really alright with me if two of you together..
me:siao
koh:he need you this type of wife!

so in conclusion, he thought me and sam will be together.. omg, pls dun.. look after him during emath and amath is godpa ask me to den i do so.. if not i will DIE! i mean he's nice lah, but go on for realtionship will be super funny.. ohh, my mission impossible look quite possible.. hmm, week2&3 i will go find him to do hmwk, if there's time! woohoo.. so cool! yongwei is funny, he keep ask me go to samuel.. omg! i wun lahs.. i love DOUGLAS, that wad i told godpa!

shalalala, tml will be the last day of intensive revision! omg, i can ENJOY! godpa is going to aust soon, and he claim he will be there on our career seminar, bullshit, he will be on plane enjoying himself! kuku! =P so unfair lah him, threw us to this fresh grad for 5 periods, humphs.. well, i say i wun ask him why, but still i asked.. i know he shld know that his reason is not the reason i wuld wan to heard.. but well, he didnt bother to explain.. so hmm, forget it loh.. i didnt care abt tht too.. hahax.. hais..

so we were deciding whether or not to go back for amath during this sat, as the last session with him for the dropper..when school reopen, we will not step into amath class anymore.. no more chances to heard him say wad integration, blah blah blah.. or say this sentence again: " those non-amath students, please do your own work" or " complete the worksheet and hand in to peiching after lesson end" well, that really saddening! hais.. seriously, i sitll cant accept the fact that i gonna go to this new teacher.. well, that's godpa idea, isnt it? =(

hmm, tricia and racheal are deciding whether or not to drop away their POA, for me, i just asked them this question : is it a burden or help to you?" i improve on my emath after i drop my POA, i didnt regret doing so! but tht mean more and more ppl will be joining the dropper class. which indicate, it gonna be so crowded and not fun! ahhhhhhhhh, i dun wan go to this fresh grad lah, save me godpa! ohya, we was saying to say sarcastic thankyou to him after our last amath lesson.. hahax, it gonna be so cool and cute! hais.. food and fun fair, i felt so super tired about that.. argh! after being with samuel, i realised, being a teacher is not an easy job or shld i say, to look after so many students just sucks! hmm, now i know why godpa and ppl are so stress up!

hmm, no personal attack about others, but seriously, i felt really pissed off just now.. i mean you can just tell me whether or not you are meeting me, eating with me or blah blah blah, like what we always used to.. and not telling me, i go here awhile hor, but in the end, is it awhile? isnt you really sticking to him? i mean i felt like a fool waiting, you can say i doubt our friendship, but hello, you can just tell me.. i dun give a damn about it.. but i just hate the way, you didnt tell me.. ya, perhaps, i am being unreasonable.. but i do not wan to say anymore.. happy go lucky! =) let's see how tml! ( if you think is you, den too bad, it's you)

nick brought me KINDER SURPRISE! i love you nick! but well, he ate one of it! grrs, but nvm.. as long as the toy is mine! hmm, so cool! thanks! he got his mum to buy cos he think it's so paiseh can.. how can tht be? i love kinder surprise..

seriously, i worry ppl will start saying i love samuel.. omg, haha.. i mean i dun and i nv will.. i look after him because i promise godpa.. and is godpa got me to look after samuel.. so i did lah.. seriously, i dunno why suddenly is me and samuel! hahax.. but ppl, pls.. i dun like him ok! i will kill myself if you ppl continue!

it been alot of days eversince i stop smsing you, i dunno how you felt.. but when you are ready to clear everything, tell me.. i cant stop thinking of you.. cos i know you do and already did become part of my life.. thankyou!

i just do what mr koh say.. i already lost my sense of way to you.

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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