365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Dear Diary..

school gonna reopen tml. sigh.. which indicates more hmwk and stress and prelims are on their way to us now. hais.. a few months more, we gonna graduate from greenridge and lyk wad they say, time to fly. well, no doubt, greenridge left us a wonderful and memorable memories. which i think i will never foregt i am from there and well, i am proud i am from greenridge, and the birth of 4e3. e3, i been in there eversince i am in sec1, fun.. unity.. friendship.. wadever you named it, we done it. lousy hmwk, bullying teachers.. but i knew they love one another in the deep down. but when i think of leaving one another.. cant deny, feeling abit sad now.. hais..

well, stay at home the whole day today. left 2 more question, i completed my cherry book revision 4.. wahahhas.. cool man.. i done 5 set of paper in this june holidays. not bad and i finally know how to understand cosine rule and sin rule. wahahas.. tht really so rawks man.. didnt let myself down. wahahhas.. nothing better to do.. ltr bath den do abit more den relax and wait for tml to come.

hmm, ytd tried to talk to godpa about mr so&so.. but well, whenever he heard i mention his name, it as if volcano will erupt and stuff.. our talk or stuff will always ended up with both of us feeling unhappy or he's seriously angry about it. eversince he warn me tht time. i am not allow to mention mr so&so nfront of him and ytd is the first time. he got so angry and ask me dun bother. how can i talk to godpa and dun let him angry about me? i am seriously blur. if is not him, why cant you clear it? rather than let me keep assuming, it will be him. if it is him, why cant you tell me? and let me have some precaution against him? well, perhaps, due to generation gap, i dunno what you are thinking. hais..

godpa love making himself look like he's so super unreasonable.. jealousy and petty. but i know he will not be like tht if no major things happen. cos i have tht faith in him i guess. hais.. but why made me so confuse and it always unfair to me isnt it? hais.. no more i will find out anything, maybe to him, i am just tht little kid who shldnt know anymore things of him and who just cant kept his sercret i guess.. not to deny, i am really feeling tht little fear in me. i am so worry tht something tht i dun wish to know will become the truth. hais.. forget it, i shldnt ask.. i shld respect godpa decision not to let me know anything.

my promise to godpa, 4e3 will surely finish up their hmwk. but but but.. i dun dare to think of it.. in the sense tht 6 sets of papers, are you sure they will finish it up. completely no worry about it? i doubt so. f&n course work.. i have to hand in soon.. i didnt done anything more yet than it. i am feeling so worry and irritated.. hais.. i wanna finish everything..

gab they all decided not to do anything. but how am i suppose to do.. godpa will surely scold me and gave me another scolding of their work undone. i am feeling so irritated right now.. so much stuff incompleted.. and so much planning undone yet. wad you wan me to do? hais.. the compensate of the suana thing. i am no dubt feeling super duper worry.

well, wad else can i say? stress is really coming and i think i will go bonkers soon. sms with mr ong, he is so funny. cant stand it lah he, say i will miss him. will i? doubt so. mr ong ask me to remind the 4e1 to do their work. now, my problem again.. win le.. hais.. tht really unfair! humphs. teachers are bullying me. tml timetable will resume.. there's amath and formarlly meeting with ms juli tan. i dun even know who is tht. and emath & also those remedials. hais! math test? shit! and most imptly, it start with geo first. sucks! and i dunno where the hell is my geo file. mdm heng have gone for quite a few months. and this few months have passed, and if i am not wrong, she's coming back soon. new term is starting and it gonna be more stressful than ever.. hais.. i didnt wana part with 4e3, they are the best. last day of holiday.. does it even look lyk holidays? hais..

the feeling now is yucky. and mr lee say he will call me back in 10 mins time. and 1/2 hr already passed. sigh!

i start to think if it's time to put everything down.

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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