365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, June 09, 2006

Dear Diary..

wahahas, today is really cool man.. there's world cup going on and seriously i cant wait to know the score. germany, rawks.. cos mr lee is there watching his worldcup mah, rich ppl.. always go oversea, sigh! if he didnt get me anything, i will back myself out from the committee, just kidding, i wun bear to.. cos mr lee have never lied to me before. ;)

well, i am seriously stressed up about those mr koh-ing stuff and also my bbq that will be on the 23th june! hmm, not for his sake but my own and 4e3 sake! haha, i gonna organised this event again.. cool.. i will surely have lots fun with my babes, cos they rawks. haha.. i know i am getting crazy, but it's not my fault. =) and the food fair coming up next in grss, will be a great great one.. haha.. even my dumb chairman dunno what to sell, but due to those stupid conflict, we are going to keep it highly confidential.. before ppl start accusing us of sharing ideas? tht's lame, and you called yourself a sec4 E? whahahahs.. =x

there's something horrible happened today. it supposed to be social studies lesson by mrs lim and eventually i gave her the honour and i went for it. it raining so heavily, that my 2 babe, min and ying do not feel like going for the remedials, but for samuel sake, i continued to go for it. everything is just fine and fun for the starting.. and i dunno wad the hell actually happen, this teacher of mine start comparing me. sort of my biasness among the teachers. she start mr koh-ing and evenutally made this statement without realising it, : if peiching say mr koh is great.. blah blah blah" i already warn ppl around me to stop mr koh-ing, as i'm seriously pissed off at him about my stupidness. and i said : "tht's enough mrs lim" i know i sound rude to her.. but seriously, deep in my heart, i respect her.. she really dote on me and gave in to all of us.. but my mood isnt tht good when they start mr koh-ing.. so this result to me taking my bag and leave the AVA, and walk out without turning my back..

i felt angry and upset about her statement, i didnt wan to rmb anything about those unhappy stuff.. but why mention this man name and the praises i have in him before? "nice?" "great?" "the best?" and most imptly, i rmb what i told him before he left : " mr koh, i love you!" and this made me humphs him whenever i see him.. but he lied to me.. hais.. so i went all the way to animal farm to sit down. and i already know, meiling and linjia will came chasing after me.. so they really did and yongwei came after me too.. so in the end, the 3 of them, xuanmin and siying + me all sitted down in the animal farm.. and my dearest teacher accused me of bringing them out.. and again, i am the leader of the whole thing and they left cos of me.. thankyou teacher, you ppl just love to hurt student's feelings. nothing concern more to you ppl but the attendance. hey, i did not led them with me but they came on their own.. i know i am a ahlian, no one will believed me.. so be it. i need not need some teachers who claim to be nice to students but actually backstbbed them to theri friends' parents. so thankyou mrs lim & mr koh.. you ppl really have your way to brighten up my days. wtf!

anyway, i dun give a fucking damn about those ppl now, cos to them.. students are nothing in their eyes.. especially those bad-tempered one will always be black-listed. so after she backstabbed me to meiling's mum i got into trouble of clearing myself.. meiling's mum might think i am the leader now.. if last time, it happen.. koh will never leave me in lurched, and i will share with him.. but if he didnt lie to me, the whole matter wun happen.. hais.. so wadever, i dun give a damn to ppl who as well dun gif a damn about me.

so mrs lim came over to talk nicely with us.. asking us to pity her.. if i pity you den who will pity me to be so stupid and be suan by you? why you always wan me to pity you but whn did you spare a thoughts about my feelings.. and i heard from nysa, you are still peiching and mr koh-ing after i left the AVA.. hey, you know this might result me to drift away from mr koh and really dislike you ppl. i have nothing to do with mr koh.. and enough is enough.. if any bitches are still trying to say i like mr koh or i have something with mr koh.. den go to hell.. i wun mind giving you a tight slap and for the time being before he's back from aust, dun provoke me about his stuff.. he's is he's dun lump me into it.. understand? if you are just so jealous about the treatment, tell me on my face dun backstabbed me at my back pls. and also pls tell him tht too.. and students popularity got something to do with how you treat your students.. as for mr koh, i just wanna cleared the stupid stuff you ppl have been accusing me of, liking him.. and once and the last time, i am not sick to like my teacher.. understand blardy.. he's my joachim's dad.. if you ppl really feel like trying your luck about this matter pls do so, cos i dunno wad's the limit i will do.. understand. idiot.

ok, i cant imagine teachers accuse ppl too.. hais. wadever it will be, i hurt her feeling too.. i am sorry i hurt your feelings but i am not apologizing for flaring my top.. so pls stop all your lame shit and nonsense about mr koh-ing cos this will be my reaction. so to prevent me from throwing my temper and seeing my black face or volcanol eruption pls stop mentioning MR KOH infront of me for the time being. .this is really a sensitive issue.. understand. argh.. lame shit.

ohh, went to kbox again. .to release my anger.. some unhappy stuff happen.. and ppl out there, dun act cute to gain my attention.. if you like to be with popularity high ppl, den i suggest dun come near me.. go to ppl lyk superstar one, mayb it will be more cool. and stop acting pity to made me empathise with you.. i wun and i never will.. if you are out to snatch my friends' boyfriends and beware cos i isnt in a good mood nowadays, i might vent my anger on you. i'm not popular demands by guys.. but i have a clear sense of consciense and friends.. i have lots of friends, if you wanna like tht, den let me tell you.. sincere and honest is impt.. forget it, some desperate ppl like you will never ever understand the meaning of friendship rather than snatching my friends' boyfriend.. hmm, you are not pretty and seriously, you are getting on my nerves. stop acting cute, you made me puke!

shalalala.. went to send meiling off just now. .so funny ah her.. keep calling me.. hmm 6 days without her.. darn bored! but safe trip and i love you gal.. you rawks.. if that bitch do that to you, tell me.. i will help you k? no worries.. hahx.. cool.. went to send her off with tri.. my stupid sister.. keep saying lame things.. tricia, you sucks! =x heh heh heh.. you know who the despo rite? =)

alright, so reached home and settle some bbq stuff.. dunno why i am still doing it.. cos i know you will explian when you are back? stop lying to me, and that will be the first and last time. i wun forgive you too, if there's one more time.. i dun care if oyu are my friends, teachers or any blardy person.. dun and that's enough! quareel with rachael about those stupid stuff of koh and lim.. i dun care liao, they dun worth it lahs.. so we are alright now.. hehehe.. rach told mrs lim about what happen in the airport.. and rach, you love mr koh-ing too huh? better give it a break before i go bonkers and start screaming again.. they say i shouted at you too loud just now.. ohwell, that's me.. ;) love ya too..

got a good nagging from ppl around me.. well, it's care and concern.. i can see! =D jian lin is angry that i got him to go and i ran out on my own.. i am sorry jian lin.. the you now, matter to me.. cos you are my true friends.. thankyou.. and no doubt, i love you too.. *muacks* you rawks, samuel lim jian lin!

hmm, it's the 10th now, how come we are lacking of subjects and stuff to talk about.. ignoring still occur.. mayb give us more time? hmm, perhaps bahs.. tkc.. and this mth i just hope you dun anyhow ignore my smses and refuse to replied.. if i really dun deserve you, tell me.. i love you too.. tkc! 23th mth, you are cool, and giving me sense of rightness.. muacks.

will i dislike koh when he's back, hope not.. cos he do made a different in my life.. hmm, but i am sorry for the timebeing, i cant help, dislike you and waiting for you to be back.. i know you wun explain cos you are same as everyone.. sigh! wadever..

may there will be sunshine after the rain..

i'm just following my heart, i heard something far..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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