you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
well, today have been as usual busy for me. eversince the morning assembly start, i have been running around the school. sigh, for art fiesta of cos. =) come to think of it, i already join art committee for 3 years. this is my third as well as last year to help out in this annual event. however, we have to step down soon and handling over everything to the juniors who will be stressing about everything next year. i cant rmb last time how i got myself involved and if i am not wrong, the chairperson was beilin or some e1 ppl. den followed by me last year and me again tis year. however, i really cant bear to put everything down. today mr lee told shikin : you ppl will take over next year." but i really dun bear to hand everything over. the feeling is there. which indicates, i gonna leave my class behind soon? will we just part with one another? hais.. so fast, i am leaving grss. ='(
well, got to know tht godpa was a grade 8 in theory, grade 7 in practical and in band since sec1. so he claim he can appreciate music. well, of cos, my godpa wad. hmm, lesson as usual.. but there's coursework partb coming in already. sigh! and teachers have been saying we simply do too much math. =( hmm, today is a friday and we have to stay on til 530 due to our lousy result. only selected ones. sometime, i'm quite ashamed of myself.. a math test i got 10/15.. hais, i also dunno why.. just feel i became more and more stupid lately. and mrs choy say i am overly involved in class event and art fiesta. but tht's not my fault. godpa didnt mention anything about overly involved but i shld know which shld be my first piority. hais.. i do not know how and why, but i cant do anything well everytime. i gave up the authority of organising the food and funfair for my class.. cos, i really have enough. too much last min work and stuff.. and art fiesta already took up too much of my time. i dun even have time to go and eat for lunch and stuff. everyday i only eat a meal if not eat nth at all keep drinking water. stress. as long as this stuff is not over, i am stress! argh.
there's lot of problems i wanna share with godpa, but i know he's too busy with lots of stuff. band, PCCG stuff, new student coucillor, spectrum, food and funfair, the lousy attiude of 4Es.. and also his own personal stuff. so, i do not know if by talking to him will add on to his load or will reduce my load. hais.. i also dunno.. everyday, i have been running around the school and doing so much stuff. i felt bad for clashing my lesson and remedials with art. i worry i lose out and in fact i seem more stupid than b4.. there's just so much worries and little fear in me, i could not conquer yet, but by telling godpa, i knew i will get a comfort but it will just add on to his trouble and stuff. which i do not wan. hais.
there's audition for gr idol today. ida and atikah both got in. congrats. both of them sing really well.. =) i was like doing audition at the same time finishing up my math. see, tht's how pack and how rush things are nowadays. i felt so super duper tired everyday. sorry to all teachers tht i keep skipping you ppl remedials and stuff.. and today whlie doing math, i felt i get myself more stupid and i cant face vectors. i do not like it.
got scolded for godpa for calling him " A, a, a" so he say i shldnt call him tht.. it's rude. well, i am sorry. just seek godpa advice for the food and funfair stuff. whether or not shld i back myself out. i dun wish to gave my calss up either i wanan gave art fiesta up. both are impt to me. but i dunno how. hais.. didnt tell godpa how stress i am nowadays. just yes or no i shld back out. i am worry know. hais.. perhaps bah.. i am worrying for nth. =(
anyway, super tired.. have to reach school tml at 7am.. heh.. used mr lee spray but i forget to tell him.. it's alright i think. hais, monday finally can rest if not school event have finish if not i must go back to school too. well, thanks ppl ard me who have been giving me concern and stuff. i will rest. i keep getting gastric pain nowadays. due to the improper eating habits of my busy schedule. hmm, i will be taking over concert but i do not wan to be the mc of the day. godpa will be laughing at me again. x( maybe godpa wun reply? cos he felt i shld have my own decision made. perhaps bah! arghs! i wanna sleep!
*i am sorry, but i really dunno how to face you nowadays. give me more time. i am really busy.*
well, good nite everyone! i wanan rest lahs! hais, the matter is over one week, but nth seem to be done! wahahas.. yawns!
;9:16 PM
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* riza .
* elaine .
* zhihui .
* xuanmin .
* beelin .
* kokheng .
* atikah .
* jon .
* shaun .
* joachim .
* preena .
* colleen .
* Lya .
* connie .
* felicia .
* alexis .
* nysa .