you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
hmm, happy birthday racheal. LOVE YA LOTS! =) hope she have a nice celebration in school just now. just so much of sabo touching and stuff. and to be honest, i am kind of high during the first part of the day.
nothing much happen today except we got to know our speech is being postponed to wednesday. i just feel so unwanted, our speech was like keep delaying and delaying. i mean i wasnt looking forward to talk but i just hate the feeling of being treated like this little useless thing tht we been asked to talk cos there's just a space or time slot. this really pissed me off and i really dun feel like doing this blardy speech anymore. since ppl dun appreciate, why do the 3 of us suffer and got so stress up about small things like this? rather, he can speak all he wan, i can do all i wan. this is the first time i felt so unfairly treated and stuff. this just sucks. i isnt interested in this so called speech to the school anymore. cos i dun feel as honour as sng and dai nan. they are invited and the 3 of us just cant help feeling like we been treated like trash. and i tell you all, i dislike the way it is right now. ;(
well, so much of complaints.. hmm, went for the 2 periods of lesson with ms tan. began to like her more and more. it's just so less stressful compared to stay in amath class and been stressed by mr koh. she's so super funny loh. help me talk to samuel and stuff. keep scolding me for calling her mrs koh. wahahahas.. =x i dun mean it rite? but now, the few of us keep address her as mrs koh, and she going bonkers soon. =) but then she is just as nice as any others. she really treat us so good tht she wun complain to mr koh even we really misbehave. so me, samuel and yongwei rotate to bully her. heh heh. snatch her stuff and we kee p calling her mrs koh. lols, tht's really fun.
follow by math den math remedials. i kind of detest today. i didnt look straight or talk to godpa the whole day. no choice, i dunno wad to say to him and he's like kind of pissed off at me too. so better dun provoke him. today, i was really quiet through out the whole math session. i kind of sit to myself at a little corner and ignore wadever ppl tell me. godpa did talk to me, by handling me rach paper for math and tht all. i knew he's unhappy. but me too, i wasnt happy abt it too. den wad am i suppsoe to do, ignore you for life? or keep doing the hiding from you thing. went to toilet when E2 having math, i didnt look inside and i just look at other direction except straight into his eyes. i'm guilty for wadever i have done lah. so we eneded the session by this lecturing and scolding as usual. those ppl who dun attend math and stuff. it's kind of innocene to ppl who keep up their work regularly. but he say it's not enough. if we isnt gonna help ourselves, den no one will. i know, i know. wadever you say is for our own good. but he did hint on this " I DUN WAN ANY NONSENSE" ohh, tht's cool. he repeat like 4 to 5 times. and saying " DUN BOTHER ABT OTHER PPL STUFF, IF YOU CANT EVEN HANDLE YOURS" so wad shall i tell him? thankyou? hahahah.. i cant care less about all this stuff. i just realised, i kind of dun like to talk to him today. weird. hmm, enuff of all these unhappy stuff. he dun give a damn abt me, den why shld i care? ying asked: you seriously dun wanna talk to mr koh liao ahs? den i was like he dun care abt me den why i must i talk to him first? ohh, to him.. i am childish and implusive. i still dun understand why, i really dun wanna do the speech anymore.
hmm, so.. mr lee promised to bring us out on this friday! =) so shiok. for dinner i think. bei lin, doug, dai nan, shao mei and ppl will be coming too. so cool! sigh. isnt really looking forward. there's math on sat as usual. i have enuff. argh! but anyway, i love mr lee! ;) well, so wen will i start talking to godpa? mayb tml or mayb a week more or so. i just wonder, does this matter cross his mind as well. wadever. gonna go clear abit of math and chinese and i gonna sleep! hahaha.. i didnt msg godpa ytd, cos i know he's still angry with me. so.. be it lah. tricia's birthday coming next. =D wahahahs.. keep calling me a gang leader. but do you know your gang leader is unhappy today too. ;(
everything is just my fault..
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