365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Dear Diary..

sigh. i am just so freakking tired today. everyday end so late and just so much stuff have been adding up to the load. i gonna go bonkers soon. clap programme and stuff but i gonna do it for the class. it the only last chance to work with one another. ;)) as the leader, i finally agreed to take up this challenge. to lead the class once again for clap programme.

math today was just sucks. i dunno why i didnt follow up with wad i am suppose to do for vectors but just slack so much i think. and well, i sucks. godpa told the class : " i am just so dissapointed in you all." i was like so stunned lahs, i cant even answer simple question like how to find vectors p+q. when i can use therom to slove it. and in the end godpa was so super angry with us tht i dun dare to look directly into his eyes. so been suan about the little cafe we have behind the classroom and say we are suppose to remove it. and in the end, i got nic into trouble again. -_-" hais. nowadays, there just so no more fun in class. it so super bored for emath! i hate it! i mean wasnt looking tht so much forward to it lahs. perhaps it's vectors fault!

threw the bread in class away, and godpa was learning my sentence of the "cambodia, cambodia." den i told him it's expire he insist we shld finish it. crazy godpa. he's always nice to me after lesson but during lesson was so super strict to me!~ unfair. he hasnt made any comments abt wad i am suppsoe to do. due to his busyness in mortage and spectrum. band? hais.. WHY IS MY GGOODDPPAA SO BUSY?? sian 1/2.

got this follow up section on super teens ( organised by godpa lah. who else) so darn bored! i didnt even wan to attend it. =x but well, we went on for it. last until 430 and continue with math. there's math tml at 5pm. siao! it surely last until 6 i think. mayb godpa wil talk to me abt wadi am suppose to do tml. he always do tht. =) went for dinner with them. finally, one more day passed! i finish clearing up my math abt tml test. heh heh heh...

to: YOU
i have enough abt your "back-stabbing" of me and let me fore warn you, when i go crazy, i can really go until the limit. stop bullshitting abt wadever you wanna tell me. anything, pls say it right on to my face. and if no one trusted me abt tht, so be it. i didnt wanna know anything abt you. and wadever mr koh and i were going on, there's just so no god damn shit to report to you. i do wadever i like. i control my own mood. dun ever tried to tell me shitty stuff tht i am flaring my top. you dunno and you dun wan to know anything. one last time, if i heard anything more. you will be dead. dun try to act so close with me. no wonder, i shld have precaution against ppl like you. well, you dun deserve any of my time. so be it! blardy hell.

i have integrity today. ((: linjia mum gave me extra change. and i return her. hahahaha.. pp lmight be thinking i am stupid. but her mum&dad is so super nice to me. and help in class food and funfair. of cos, i cant take ppl money lahs.. anyway, i vomitted again today. guess i am really so tired bahs. hahahah..

godpa scream at me just now.. x( he scream : TAN PEI CHING!!! as if worry ppl will not know my name. hahaha.. in the hall summore. this crazy bum. cant stand him. and mr ong have been recommending me ot transfer to north star sec. how nice of him? ;) (bullshit, it a school dunno for wad one!) and went to find ms tan. hahaha.. she's nice. she taught me all question before she went to buy her dress. and she very in loh. she know how to speak teenagers language. like godpa like tht. =DD

hmm, everything went on smoothly but only they thought i throw my temper again. so well be it. i dun give a damn. hahah.. =) tkc ppl. i love 4E3. assembly on coucillor. lame but nice! i meant finally they are stepping down. tml harold will sit behind me. =)

hmm, stupid godpa, sms him forever no reply. guess he lost his way in school! hahahaha..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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