365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Friday, July 07, 2006

Dear Diary..

well, today i skipped school again. was like damn freaking hot during midnight and realised i was down with fever and a sort of flu and stuff. but i was like keep drinking water the whole night. so wake up in the morning realised tht i was really not feeling tht well, and since there isnt much lesson, i skipped it. =) but i msg godpa telling him i'm sick so i will not be attending school and he say ok. -_-" cool man. finally godpa allowed me to skip lesson. wahahs. =x

oh.. so went on to sleep til 12 pm and start smsing the others if they will be staying back in school to do math from 130-5. budden none of them pick up the phone and finally, realising they got CME in issac room with godpa. wahhahas. heard it was a lame but meaningful one? not really feeling tht horrible i skipped godpa talk. becos, i have been hearing it. haha.. but anyway, i went back to school to finish up my math p1. left afew more on math p2. tml i will finish it and go through vectors. =) and then go celebrate yongwei birthday. wahahahs.. so cool man.

but godpa did say we shld cut down on days we are going out and really focus on our work. wahahas. but one day shldnt be a big problem i think. see how first bahs. breakfast tml for both of them. i dunno how already. but i am kind of tired. hais. keep feeling tht freaking hot and oily after everything. and the weather now sucks. shld buy a mini fan like shaun did. it will be so cool. i already got my own cushion and stuff. next is bloster. haha.. joking.

simply dislike someone to tell me "at least i didnt ask you to stop studying for your weaker subjects." yah, i know i am lousy in science and stuff. i know you ppl have been talking behind my back about my biasness towards mr koh. since you ppl are so unhappy why not say it on my face. instead of those stupid lousy doings. keep claiming tht i can put things down for you all to handle. but did you ppl actually do it well? i know alot of people have been backstabbing behind my back. but i dun give a damn cos i dun consider those ppl as friends. if i do consider you as one of my friends then stop all those stupid things. there's so much stuff changes after everything. if he can change you den let it be. why must you pressurize me with wad he's doing to you? just becos you start to work hard on sci and just becos you did pretty well in sci you are asking me to give up my math? to you ppl, i might be gd compare to some other but i'm still unable to achieved my A1 tht i promise mr koh. why cant you ppl understand me? i felt so superby insult by you. cos, you seriously is like one of us who cant juggle everything well as well. den why the hell are you saying about me now. you ppl better stop it. and believe it anot, i already told mer koh he has took up alot of our time but he dun care. i am not like wad the fukking shit you ppl say as " mr koh fight for lesson can, other teacher fight for lesson den cannot." this stupid fukking sentence didnt ever come out from my mouth. if mr koh wanna fight for our lesson and you ppl are so truely unhappy and at least have the guts to tell him can? i dun serve 4E3. i only merely comment tht nowadays teachers have been fighting for lesson. and it also my fault? to hell with it. there's a limit to everything. you dunno wad happen and you will never want to know. i'm so close to mr koh cos he's my godpa and we do share the same thing and problems. and stop putting thos thing like " peiching love mr koh" " peiching is bias cos she like mr koh" all those bullshit on me. i have enough about everything. if i dun have to look after your class, you think i gave a damn. i didnt wanan so formally quarrel with you. cos you do did something nice to me. pls lah, if i am the one saying it how will you feel? your own good friends telling you all these fukking shit and unfairness abt you treating another tcher gd but you are only gd to this teacher becos he did do something to you tht bring you some sense. you will never understand, cos you dunno abt it. ok? so you ppl better stop it. before i flare my top and regard you as one of my enemy. fukking shit. just SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP for god sake.

well, there's no neccessary to reveal who's this person. but anyway, if you think it's you den better keep your mouth shut. sigh.. just so much stuff happening. well, got to go. finish up my math and i know ppl will start saying i am bias again. to hell with it i say the last time.

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
;8:47 PM