365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Monday, August 14, 2006

Dear Diary..

hmm, so much stuff to be completed over the days and stuff. ARGHS! if really driving me nuts. 23 more days to prelims. i gonna do well and got the incentives from the alumni. promised godpa i will do well and i know how to pioritised my time. hmm.. but on sat i went out with them. kind od guilty and sinful if let godpa know, i gonna been chopped into pieces.

told godpa i will be going rach hse to learn chemistry and starting my hmwk after rest. guess wad, we went to have steamboat and esplanade to watch firework follow by ton-ning at tricia hse. been slacking loh. see how dishonest i am. and worst still at 12am we still wanna go to kbox. wahahas.. crazy me sia. but i treat it as a reward for myself after so much harkwork for my chinese.

kind of glad with myself tht i will get an A1 with distinction for oral. cos, i have been just anyhow doing those papers. but thank god for blessing me. godpa was the one tht told me about my result. i cant bring myself to believe it. i must really thank the 2 oral examinors.. cos they are really nice to give me a distinction despite all those craps. haha.. i rmb i was in the hyper mood but mr ng was then really angry with me about my not attending lesson but go for art fiesta. haha.. and i was so sweaty and tired during oral. but oh wells, it all over. =) the feeling of getting an A1 but your friends around you are all so upset with the result isnt tht great. hugged with jurrel, and i feel we are really getting closer. wad does tht mean? counting down to the days we departing? i cant bear to. A1, is it the only A1 tht will appear on my result slip. no, my emath, CH and F&N will all get at least an A2 but emath, i wanna an A1. all those looking down on me teachers got a shocked or smth. well, it's just over. no more MT no more anything. godpa, i wun let you down for A1 in emath. no worries.

a really good news, tht samuel passed his math test with a score of 42/80.. he made me feel tht all efforts are worth it. I LOVE YOU SAM! haha.. of cos as my little bro. haha.. hmm, i am upset with my result of 49/80. wth. a losuy grade of B4. shit loh. but then, godpa say olevel we will at least obtained an A. whahahas.. hope so bahs. finish one set of chemistry. i gonna go rest. i hab been vomitting for days. and i dunno why too. haha.. nvm lahs..

hmm, i gonna really study hard le. godpa gave me permission to draw balla balla.. -_-" after much fan-ing. thank you godpa.

godpa: hmm, even though i cant deny, you have been nagging alot lately, but like wad mr lee sc say, you love us too much. thanks 4 being understanding enough to let me draw balla. it my passion. i know all promises i made to you seem crappy. i didnt start any revision and stuff. i am really sorry. upon hearing from ms tan, knowing how stress and tired you are, yet i cant do a thing to help you instead me and joachim have been adding on to your burden bahs.. i feel really bad. maybe there's time i seem not focus, irritated by your endless nagging. the same-old stories you have told darius batch, the care and concern i took for granted from you, but well, i still respect you. dunno wad more to say, but thanks for letting me know, you are proud of me about my A1 in chinese. and your non-stop pushing for chemistry. well, it stressful but godpa, I LOVE YOU! =D tkc..

alright, shall end everything now. class friendship dun look well, dunno waht to do too. hais.. dunno lahs, give me time to think.. wahhahas.. i get to draw balla balla.. ;)

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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