you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
just recieve a really saddening news ytd. racheal is leaving. am i just this lousy frene who didnt treasure her enuff? i really feel this guiltiness and stuff. i know she dun wanna let me know due to my emotions. break down when i heard frm ppl. been crying from ytd to today. there's just so much we as the e3ers have not complete as one. i cant bear to see her leave. i really feel this kind of loss. but there's nothing tht i can do. can anyone tell me why life is so unfair? why let me lost my great frene? i cant cry in class today cos it's jia birthday. but am i hab to act happy. cant breakdown infrnt of them rite? hais, i have to be hyper. the sadness is really is in me. until f&n i cant stand it liao, went to toilet and cry my heart out. hais, i am really feeling so sad and idiotic.
during lifeskill it's mr koh who taking us. just awhile, he told this to the class. "racheal will be leaving us." ppl stunned. as for me, my tears came out again. i dunno. this is the first time i dun feel lyk listening to mr ko. i hope to get out of issac. i wanna be alone. i wanna hugged rach and nv let her go. but godpa say, it time to look at brighter side. i dun wan her to leave me. i dun wan to be alone. i need company. i wan her to be in my life. 2 more months and we gonna leave each other. hais. i am feeling sad lah..
will blog tml. go do some math. =(
I WAN RACHEAL! I LOVE YOU! can you please dun leave for my sake. hais. i regret for not treasuring you. i really really really love you. =..(
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