365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Dear Diary..

hahaha.. i'm kind of addicted to jay's new song. nice! x) hmm, just went over to my aunty hse. slack there from 8-930. quite fun lah. my auntie they all keep saying so super long they didnt see me already. cos i always skip the family gathering as and when they have it. i dunno wad happen to me today, but wen suddenly my mum say : " ltr go auntie hse eat, you surely dun wan go. so you stay at home loh." den i was like : " huh? wad time?" my mum say : " 730 must reach. aiya, so ma fan one loh." den i just say lah : " orh, i wanna go." my mum got a shocked. haha.. but it quite fun. maybe i need a break from all the huge pile of books and stuff.

i finally complete my revision for ss! get ready for tml exam liao. ;) first time, i done so detail about my revision. but tml will i forget abt it anot, i'm not sure lah. hahahas.. but anyway, i dun have tht gulity feeling tht i didnt study and i am just there to try my luck. first time in my life, i do revision myself, sitting in the room for 3 solid hours ok! haha.. read through notes and notes and more notes.. but the feeling is great. my brain is so full of stuff. hahahaha.. but i shall reward myself with a ice cream or chocolate tml. hmm, and like wad yw say, i must score really high this time. thursday is the end of exam. SHIOK! and i will still continue study bahs. now i was like abit crazy, like to study already. perhaps, all sec4 will turn like tht bahs. wahahahahs..

anyway, thanks to jia tht she lend me a storybook about cambodia. it's called the clay marble. super nice. and als othis is the first time i read a storybook until i cry. haha.. cos the story is about refugees in cambodia war tht time ahs.. not sure lah.. and when i read, i know where the place was and the kids keep made me remind of the kids in the orphanges. hais.. so sad. so ytd i read until 1am. den i dreamt of makara and thida. i dreamt tht i hug them until i cry. i just know i keep crying. den i think of ms tan, i cry again.. hais.. i think ytd i was crazy.. but i cry during night. i really miss them too much.. hais.. i dunno..

hmm, what if one day i gone b4 you do. will ppl start taking care of you? i dun wan you to be lonely i think.. hais.. let it be bahs.. but i just know the few of you are impt to me.. i really love you ppl. rmb ok? i gonna go sleep and get ready for tml chionging! jiayou! haha..

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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