you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
there's mother tougue paper today. i dun have to retake, so i dun need to go for this prelim exam. hmm, tot i can kind of slack and watch drama den study for ss which is on monday. but uncle suddenly ytd wanna all of us to be back to take this paper1. no complains nor arguement. hahaha.. but anyway, i tot it's just a waste of my time. cant possibly becos of my drama and skip sch. haha.. uncle will be darn angry.
ytd was kind of alright in class. so many problems.. so many things. kind of doubt my standard in math. ytd uncle let us so a paper1 of unity. guess wad, around 1/2 i cant do. which really sucks. =( i feel so damn sad abt it. hais.. even though uncle mention tht the paper is tough.. got lots of thinking question. you cant do it doesnt mean you are lousy but you can do it means you are superb. haha.. kind of feel real upset. if last time i start working hard, will i really be superb? hmm, today test is 230-430. haha.. ms tan will be there i think.
uncle is crzy. ytd amath in AVA, and he keep calling ms tan ah ma. haha.. and himself ah pa. thanks to joa i think. joa go and call ms tan mummy. hahaha.. cool! and now we joke abt it uncle seem.. hmm, alright? ohh.. and ytd uncle call me a complain queen. cos i told ms tan i hab to be back. hahaha.. okok.. lame shit lah uncle. and i dunno why, nowadays he step into 4E3 he will be smiling. and guess ytd his mood isnt tht bad. still can joke abt my gastric pain. haha..
anyway, ytd last lesson were chemistry. mr v lee talk alot abt reality in life. this time, finally, i dun find it long winded. instead, it really hit my heart. he say : dun give up even if you fail prelims, work harder for olevel. and finally he told me this when lesson gonna end : "peiching can easily target an A1 if she wanna do my chemistry. if you can like my chemistry like how much you love mr lee sc art, i believe you can do it." this isnt something new i heard from ppl, nor is it smth tht mr koh say to me. i heard it from mr v lee, ijust felt really good and nice abt it. and also sorry to neglect his chemistry all this whlie. but now long will this motivation be in me? awhlie, one day or 2? i really afraid. hais, kind of elt uncle's pet talk is getting so boring and he always hit the same old thing. and mr v lee also say: " if i am not good enough, you can go and find other teachers to help you in all ways. but dun say i'm lousy cos it hurt. but i hope today onwards you ppl will really settle down and study." i'm really kind of sorry i guess.
one more month, is the month we gonna graduate. 16th of oct. the day i'm afraid. i didnt feel like graduating. i didnt wan to leave GR. my class.. my second home. the joy and fun everyday we have with one another. every morning, saiful and hilmi will surely bully me. i will scream and shout. every lesson of suanning of one another. seriously, i cant bear to leave anyone of them. this include nic. now, i kind of face trouble alone and no more mntor to help me neither i'm there to help him. i really dun wan to graduate. i believe i will cry and i cant bear to leave mr lee sc, mr koh, mr ong, mrs khoo, ms tan, mdm ho, mrs lim, mr tan, mrs chew, ms kwek and all those who really know me and stuff. i cant bear to. every morning of walking up the staircase to second floor have become a habit. every math lesson will worry if mr koh gonna blowed up anot. every morning have been a math day. everyday we will heard teachers fighting for us. every mdm ho lesson have been slacking. all the times tht we spent as one is really something i dun bear to leave behind for GR. next time, when i really leave GR, i wun be able to share my problems with uncle anymore.. ms tan? hais.. 4 years in gR, pass so fast. i dun feel like leaving, and i really dun.. =(
going back to cambodia with yw alone? i am still thinking abt it. suana stuff.. uncle ytd gave me another call. i dunno. i am so stress up by so much darn stuff. good luck to ppl taking chinese today. especially my class. i love you ppl. =D it been a long time we take photo together. did you realise? haha.. i really hope i dun have to graduate now.
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