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Monday, September 04, 2006

Dear Diary..

well, math test today was great. i manage to complete it in an hour. ;) anyway, it exactly the same as cherry book. so no big challenge. and i mange to "memorized" one ans or two. yw is great, he put the ans down without any working. ;( lucky, saiful can do most of them. hmm, if he pass, i gonna buy him smth. good boy! oh, there's this misunderstanding between samuel and me. hahaha.. he was actually asking yw to call me ask if i wanna come out. and in the end, yw sleep til 5pm den wake up. funny sia. den i tot he dun wanna meet me but it is not. and yw cause him to study alone at home for this test. hahaha.. paper2 tml will kill all of us. i haven look through my paperyet. gonna complete cherry book r5 tml. die!

hmm, i am feeling so damn guilty now. just now me and yw went for job hunting. and we manage to get this job in delifrance. with the basic pay of $3.80 per hr. which is actually sucks. and i didnt wanna work too. i dunno i wan to work but... .... sigh! wad if mr koh got to know? if he really caught both of us red-handed, we will die flat. i dun dare to let him know, cos he will blow up. but keeping it from him is worst. sigh.. i feel really guilty when i think of this. perhaps, reject the job? it's only $3.80 for god sake. but i wanna go back cambodia. >(

sigh. feeling so wrong now. wad should i do next. godpa still treat me so nice. hais. yet, if he know i went to find job with yw, he gonna kill me. hais. i dun even dare to let him know. argh. i am feeling so idiotic. and min is so unhappy tht at this point of time i am still looking for jobs? argh. DIE! lying isnt good for me. i hate action w/o integrity. this really sucks lah!

hais. perhaps, i ognna reject the job bah. it really stressing me. and i dun feel lyk working in such places.
=( wadever. let's see how.. tml paper 2. good luck to me ppl! =D

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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