365 days TOGETHER! wE aRe OnE BIG fAmIlY

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Dear Diary..

first of all were really sorry for the lack of update. damn busy for the past few weeks. enjoying my alst few days in school before formally going on for our study leave.

today were kind of last day together in class for the whole day for my whole class. were like damn emotional in the first part. guess wad, we really treasure one another for this one last lap. jurrel were like keep saying : " today is the last day, let me bully you!" joseph, me.. ying, trish, rach, jia, min and basically everyone were like acting hyper. ppl, i can sense it. the first period were like keep telling everyone, i gonna miss you. and to the table, chair.. everyone.. mdm ho. well, can sense mdm ho is really upset too. the graduation ceremony is on monday. i am feeling so damn upset lah.

i will miss everyone who make a different in my life, allowing me to know how's life gonna be in sch. what's happiness and stuff. i neve knew how wonderful live can be until i met all of you. the fun and luaghter, joy and tears you ppl brough into my life, let me realised how impt you ppl are to me nowadays. the quarreling, arguing, the " i love you" the i wanto break, every now and then, i wil lgo mad and all of you hab to entertain me. the endless giving in to me this blardy idiot, who have been take advantages of you all, the bullying teachers we hab been doing together for the past few years. i really miss you all and i cant bear to leave anyone of you. i tot i myself can manage everything tht happening in my life, but what make me to go on and keep going to school is non other than all of you, the 4E3-ers. worrying uncle will be angry, keep asking me if we are gonna hab amath or emath and everything, i cherish you ppl. the stupid kuku saiful will joke abt.. the contribution of laughters to the class. i miss everything. all this hab really been kept as part of my memories. thanks. it fate tht brought us together. regardless howlong we hab known one another, you ppl will be my friends forever. i nv tot of leaving anyone of you and i didnt expected graduation to be here so fast. i will miss the way the class hab fun, the class sing.. the class cheer.. the class boo.. and all the stuff we do. every morning the national anthem.. walking up 2 storey.. and saiful and hilmi will always say i'm disturbing.. pulling my hair.. pushing me.. bashing ppl up.. changing of bags? skipping lesson? everything and everything.. i miss that. well, i just gonna say, i love you ppl.. and i really really really do.

uncle lesson, was really a great one! for the last time. he was emotional as well. i just know, he love us and we love him too. rach was crying when uncle talking.. i was so engrossed listening.. flashback of how i get ot know uncle.. how come we will be so closed to uncle.. how the first time i attend uncle lesson during dec.. how much uncle hab confided to me.. everything. how to jump form a f9 grade to now a b3. how much i trust him.. how much different he make in my life. i love ya uncle. i swear i gonna miss uncle so much. suddenly, at this point of time, i miss uncle lame jokes. nxt in class when i am upset, no one will give a damn like uncle do. keep telling me, the bah gwa story. i swear i rmb the bah gwa story he told us during new year. cos he knew i am upset. uncle, i wanna let ya know, you make a different in my life, thankya! i miss all the motivation talk.. i miss the way u nag. the way u pushes us.. the way u keep telling me, you will bring us to this battlefield.. the typhoon we were worried to get in your lesson. the high expectations. for the first time, i realised you are gonna let us off.. haha.. so funny. like suddenly, you not pushing us anymore. not used to it. you are the best yeah! x) haha.. SARANG HAE YO.. i rmb every single stuff you tell me n your mind.. haha.. hmm, i gonna rmb lah! tkc.. and seriously, i hope you will be so happy like today. the smile and laughter on your stupid face. and i know u love bullying me! its okay, senior citzen.. today suddenly, told uncle : dun bully me le lah! nxt no chance le leh, still dun wan treat me good? den he was like " SHUT UP LAH!" thanks ah uncle.. so nice of you. so give him a piece of my drawing which is a stick man with hairy legs! hahah! so thansk uncle, i knew it were ugly lah! but u still say nice, gonna laminate.. thanks! i know my drawing isnt as nice as the one shao mei gave ya. i'm sry, but you are my best godpa and uncle! hahah.. i will rmb u love bah gwa.. pancake.. tou hwa.. herbal tea.. bubble tea- lime.. bee hoon ( egg, chicken wings, fish cake, vege!) carrot cake, soya milk.. snoopy.. and favoruite colour is white. x) anyway, uncle is so damn nice lah, u all know wad. he's bringing the amath student out lah, den i say he bias.. he invited me along.. but then this was how it goes lah, after he invited me, he say : YOU PAY YOURSELF! HAHAHAH! thanks ah uncle, so nice.. i was like.. thanks ah! haha.. he so insulted.. den i say nvm, ppl upstair treat me v nice one! den he got jealous and humphs me.. hahah.. childish! i will miss such moments with you uncle.. i really will..

hais, cried just now. isnt looking forward to any damn graduation ceremony in my sch. =( i just hope we will be together forever. with 4E1&4E2.. with uncle, mrs lim.. mdm ho.. mdm haryani.. mr tan.. mr lee sc.. mr v lee.. mrs choy.. mrs khoo.. mr ong, ms julie tan.. mr hang.. mrs chew.. ms kwek.. mr soo.. mr chui.. mr seah.. ms liew.. everyone who know me and love me like i do! how nice? haha.. i'm crazy.

every moments spent with you ppl will be kept in my heart. thanks for letting me know whats the real meaning of friendship and care and concern. growing up with u ppl make me mature and enjoy life. this 4 years is the happiest moments i ever hab. the 4 years with you all, i will rmb. thanks. i love you ppl alot. regardless we did quarrel anot, but you all are just my darlings. thanks! save all tears for monday bahs. cheers, uncle, stay happy, like u do today! x)

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! 4E3!!!

you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
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