you left me a wonderful memories that i will never forget.
first of all.. i'm proud to be MR KOH's student. a really pure one. haha.. i dunno why, suddenly rmb the dec days, where i am still ms liew student.. need to hide here and there but now, i'm really a mr koh student. haha.. and i still wonder, how is it like to be mr ong student? but then, i still prefer my mr koh for the time.. nonono.. forever! hahaa..
what was it gonna feel to be like when someone declares they want your favourite thing. something which belong so impt to you yet there's no choice, the decision dun lie on you whether to share it anot. kind of feeling loss and i dunno wad am i suppposed to do at this very moment. tell her, it belong to me? or rather tell her i dun feel like sharing. it belong to me.. yet she told me : " what if i like it too?" i dun like the thing but i treasure the thing.. i cherish the thing.. i dun wan the thing to be shared with someone else regardless you are my friend, sister anot. i dun wan.. but how am i supposed to do. it dun belong to me anymore? it no longer belong to individual only. hais. i dun deny i am jealous. jealous of ya. jealous of everything. but then, so wad. i kind of feel i am like no longer impt to the thing anymore. the thing treasure you, enjoy your company. hey, it's mine yet i hab to share. you get the feeling? i dun wan, why? you know the thing belong so imptly to me but then, you choose to do this to me. hais. i am just afraid of losing. afraid of everything, i am not confident to say i am impt to the thing or wad so ever. i'm feeling so loss and scare now. am i just so.. hais.. the thing didnt give me any reconginzation.. yet, she felt the thing is nice.. sweet.. why? am i just so nice to share everything with you. hais.. i guess, i am then the failure bahs..
nvm lah.. this few days after graduating i hab been going back to school. everyday was more slack compared to normal school day and of cos it's less fun! =) but then, i will miss everyone. haha.. i realised i hab been stopping doing my math paper2. wahahahas.. suddenly, uncle ask me to do paper2, and i realised i cant do it anymore. iwas like diao.. so difficult out of the sudden. i feel really sad lah, so chiong my papers again.. haha.. cherry book. wahahas.. i cant tahan anymore.. thinking of it make me crazy.
well, remedials and remedials.. i kind of miss it.. haha.. hais.. i also dunno wad to do already. i am not in the right mind now. talking to ying. thankyou. i love you sister. happy birthday elaine. x)
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